I recentally turned 16 and my father still beats the living shit out of me. I don't know how he is fucking 48 years old and can still fucking man handel me. It's compeltly bullshit. He is nothing but a fake bastard. I've been lifting weights and shit but he makes it impossible for me. If he sees me on his equipment he'll beat me. He took me out of gym classes an told them I'm not aloud in due to health reasons. Fucking jackass. I could kill him. My mother left me with this fucking god damn monster when I was nine. He beat the shit out of her too. No fucking wonder I'm left here alone. What's even better us he is a godamn cop. He has a fucking loaded gun and all his other bullshit. I hate him. I really do. I can't fucking talk to him, about anything. He rolls his eyes and tells me to get a shrink. He has put me through hell. He checks my facebook messages texts phone calls everything. Fucking everything. I have to delete my history off my laptop. My phone turns off at ten everyfucking night. I'm fucking sixteen man, lay off. It's fucking redicouls. I smoked weed with my friends for a damn ling time and when he finds out he fucking hit me across the face in front of them and put me in rehab. I'd kill myself if I could. But I'm waiting to get strong, I'm waiting till I can beat the living shit out of my old man and then maybe. I'll do it then. He hates everything about me. He hates my long hair, which isn't even past my fucking god damn chin. He hates my music. My fucking attudite. My fuxking smile. My fucking clothes. Everything. I can't fucking drive until I start getting Bs which is fucking redicouls because I have Ds and there us no way in fuck I can get them up. I'm in fucking highschool man. I don't give a rats ass about collage. I'm joining the god damn marines. One day I'm fucking going to find my brother an mom and ask them why the fuck they left me. Why they never came back for me? Why they let me get beat whipped and molested by my father. I'm obviously not enough for you.