I am married and my husband does not like sex. He turns me down every time I initiate it and he never makes the first move. We are young, have no children, work normal hours and have a great life, but he just won't have sex with me more than a couple of times a year. I've cheated on him more than once, but felt guilty and stopped. About 6 months ago I got really h**** and frustrated and went to the mailman's house, he lives in the same town as we do, and had sex with him. I didn't do it again until a couple of months later. I've had sex once since then so yesterday I called him and told him to come over tonight and we're going to f*** our brains out. I'm going to do this EVERY chance I get because I need it. I have done everything to satisfy myself, including buying a vibrator, but nothing is quite like the real thing. I don't know what the mailman is getting out of this, he's got plenty of women to have sex with, but he's ok with it, so I am, too. I've been waiting all day to feel him inside of me and am so hot and wet thinking about him. He knows exactly what he's doing and lasts a long time. I don't feel guilty now, but I'll let you know after we do the deed again tonight if I feel guilty this time, too. If not, he's coming every chance I get to have him over.