I masturbate constantly. At least three or four times a day...often times much more often than that. I do it in the car, in my office, at home, at the movies. I wake up in the middle of the night just to masturbate. I masturbate while talking on the phone. At work, I excuse myself from meetings and literally run to my office. I can hardly wait to get my hand down my panties and pleasure myself. I've done it in restaurants, on crowded subways, in the center seat of a flight where the people on either side of me were asleep. When I'm alone, I love to watch my fingers go in and out of me. And I love it when my boyfriend watches me masturbate. He videoed me masturbating recently and I love to watch it over and over on our 50-inch Plasma TV. The problem is that I dont' enjoy sex. It's not that sex is bad...and I don't mind having sex with my bf, but I still have to masturbate. It's a constant drumbeat and I'm always looking for my next opportunity.