I really want to kill someone. There's

I really want to kill someone. There's no one person I want to kill, I just want to kill. It's not just an angry mad thing either, it's all the time, in every mood. I just want to kill someone, anyone. I would never kill people I know personally but I want to pick someone out on the street solely to "get to know" them and then when they trust me, kill them. It just seems like it would be a fun game to play, to see how far I could get, how many people I could do, before I got caught. But I'm young, and while I don't feel like killing is wrong, I know it's supposed to be wrong so I can't do it and ruin my whole future by getting caught. I just don't know how to deal with these thoughts, I can't tell a therapist because this is one of the few situations where they would have to tell the proper authorities.

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  • Please don't kill anyone its not worth it trust me. Those urges you get those thoughts you get can be overcome with love love from friends that you give and receive love from family that you give and receive and love for life and from life through your passion that you give and receive everyone has a passion just please find out what you love to do in life that wont harm anyone else. maybe its writing scary books about murder eve thats ok just dont really do it trust me you will be much happier and find much more meaning in life through love for love not a love for hate and evil which is what that is. Everything is alright in life just keep thinking that even if it doesn't seem true because the more your mind focuses on something the more true it becomes to you The fact that you put your thoughts up is showing you have a lot of control over your mind still to stop these urges and thoughts. although ill say the thoughts are ok as long as you know you wont every do it and as long as you think about it in a creative way not in a angry way or a addictive way. much love man!!!!!! Even if you do give in and kill which hopefully wont happen there is still a cahnce to love again and not kill. just because you lost your way doesnt mean your lost forever (quote from xmen lol but so true)

  • Do it kill someone rip thier guts out cook them feed them to your friends then say this isn't animal meet i murderd someone and your eating them now im going to kill you cook you and feed you to my new friends. Repeat this process until you die because life is suffering and no mater what you do good or bad you will always feel pain and so will other people so why not iv done it 10 times already and havnt got caught. SSo trust me once you kill the first person and smell their blood roasting in your oven you will start to feel better then when you feel the pain coming back kill KILL KILLLLL!!!!! and you will feel better.... Until you have to kill again and again.

  • I POSTED THIS COMMENT ABOUT HOW YOU SHOULD KILL SOMEONE AND I SAID I KILLED PEOPLE BUT I DIDN'T. I JUST GET SO ANGRY AND FEEL SO HELPLESS SOMTIMES I GO ON RANTS LIKE THAT I KNOW IM A DISTURBED 21 YEAR OLD WITH NO FRIENDS BUT WHEN IM AT MY BEST I BEILIVE IN MOrals and i dont lke violence I also posted a comment about jesus saying that it is bullshit if you think jesus is the only way to save yourself. I am sorry if i offended anyone and jesus if your real please forgive me I know im crazy I KNOW IM CRAZY SOMTIMES I BELIEVE IN JESUS OTHER TIMES I GET SO ANGRY AND FEEL SO helpless that i wouldnt even care if he was real. somtimes in my room at night when its completely dark i get these thoughts of suicide of mutilated bodies and of murder. I get these images in my head very disturbing ones. Usually they scare me so i will start saying I LOVE GOD I LOVE JESUS I LOVE LIFE in my head to make them go away and im not even religous. Other times i get so angry i mmake those thoughts come on purpose and i enjoy it i embrace it and i get so riled up that i actually think i could murder the entire human race in that moment with no remorse if i had the chance. God what the fuck is wrong with me???? cuz other moments i want to help everyone i want only good tyhings and i fear what i used to love that was evil.

  • Knock out of it cause you might get killed yourself

  • Me too. Thinking about it makes me smile. I think I'm insane but I don't care

  • Kill yourself physco

  • " I can't tell a therapist because this is one of the few situations where they would have to tell the proper authorities. " Nah because most people have had homicidal thoughts. That's normal.

  • Enlist in the army. I killed a bunch of random people in Afghanistan and got away with it because it's legal.:-)

  • Enlist in the army. I killed a bunch of random people in Afghanistan and got away with it because it's legal. :-)

  • Enlist in the army. I killed a bunch of random people in Afghanistan and got away with it because it's legal. :-)

  • Fuckkkk, i feel the same way you do, except i dont want to get to know the person, I just want to walk up, shoot them, and take what they got and run. I havent done it yet because im 15 and i would just get caught, no fun there. I say release the beast within us, and let the killing commence. Its a fun thought for me, and Im just so willing in the future. I don't give a f*** what pigs are looking at this, NSA, I don't give a s***. I just want to shoot some guy who doesen't have a wife and isn't under 18 cuz I just don't care. In fact, I dont give a s*** if they have a wife, im just f****** bored. Just once I would want to do it, then I'd stop, but I aint going to become one with civilization.

  • This shit makes me feel so good to confess, but the fucking feeling keeps creeping on me, goddamn! Wish I was in Texas, may be more different without the gun laws and other bullshit. My breathing is getting heavy in flows when im typing this, probably because i never reveal myself as a future murderer. I actually just want to live on the streets and keep on the move doing so. Might go well, (or not).

  • I know how you feel.... everyday i'm wantin to hurt people. Most of the time its just random people i see, but sometimes its people i know. i sort of "picture" myself and "picture" me torturing them. I've always loved adrenaline and the best way to get it is hurting someone/something. thats why i hunt. it helps "control myself as you would say.

  • Exactly what im saying, I just pick people i know, even some friends because I just dont care.

  • I feel the same.

  • I really feel this way too and have my whole life. Im not satisfied with my boring life and I'm an adrenaline junky and it just seems like such a rush on tv. It seems like all I think about is killing a stranger that I pick out by random for fun. It sounds really f***** up but I think its common in a way since death is such a fascinating thing. People have been killing for sport since the beginning of time so what would make these days any different? I picture first time with a pistol then working my way up to a knife. I would want my first victim to be foreign most likely Muslim. I want to be like Joe pesci off good fellas and just f***** annihilate any m*********** at a moments notice. Especially a muslim

  • MMMMMMUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA KILLING IS A GAME IF YOU MAKE IT A GAME ANYTHING COULD BE A GAME KILL 100 PEOPLE THATS 10 POINTS KEEP TRACK OF YOUR POINTS BY CUTTING SCARS INSIDE OF YOUR ARM THEN IF YOU COOK SOMEONE YOU KILLED INTO A NICE LOOKING STEAK AND FEED IT TO SOMEONE ELSE KILL THEM AND COOK THEIR STOMACH WITH THE MEAT FROM THE OTHER PERSON YOU KILLED THEN FEED THEIR STOMACH TO ANOTHER PERSON THAT IS BONUS POINTS AND IF YOU CAN KIDNAP SOMEONE RIP THEIR SKIN OFF ANDKEEP THEM ALIVE UNTIL ALL OF THEIR SKIN IS OFF THATYS BONUS POINTS THE YOUNGER THE HUMAN THE MORE POINTS YOU GET AND IF YOU CAN MAKE OTHER PEOPLE BECOME MURDERS YOU WIN!!! BUT DONT STOP KILLING ONCE YOU WIN KEEP MAKING OTHER MURDERS AND TRY TO TOP YOURSLEF BY KILLING CHILDREN AND BABIES MIXING THEIR MEAT TOGETHER AND FORCE FEEDING IT TO THEIR PARENTS. AND IF THE PARENTS DONT SWALLOW THEIR CHILDRENS MEAT THEY WILL CHOKE AND DIE ITS A WIN WIN SITUATION!!! GOD I AM SO FUCKED UP PLEASE PEOPLE SEND ME HATE COMMENTS I

  • Holy crap! I'm a Muslim. Sorry but I hope we never encounter each other.

  • You have what the Bible calls, a "spirit of murder". If you don't get this thing under control, it will control you. The only way to do that, is to call on the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth, ask Him to forgive you for your sins, and to come into your heart and control your thoughts, and deeds. You also need a believer who has the spiritual gift of casting out demons/spirits, so that you can live a Godly, holy life; not the life of a murderer-in-waiting. Call on Jesus now - you never know how much time you have left.

  • THAT IS BULL SHIT He can save himself no one controls his thoughts Infact 90% of people thAT Admit this do it for attention but for the other 10% that actually have a problem they just need love love from friends love from family love from life in their passion and a love for what they can learn people think there is nothing in life they can love even if they think it subliminally that's what makes us let go into the depths of our minds where there are no morals only our animal instincts so even though jesus may be reAL ( im not that religous but i dont rule anything out cuz no one can really prove anything) I dont think jesus is the only way to deal with this infact you saying jesus is the only solution makes it easier to give into murder because if a higher power controling their thoughts is the only solution by you controling your thoughts to ask for forgivness then it makes it seem like we have no power over our own minds WHICH WE DO WE ALL HAVE MORE POWER OVER OUR OWN MINDS THAN WE THINK AND IF YOU FEEL HELPLESS TO YOUR MIND ITS BECAUSE YOU HAVE SLOWLY AND SUBLININALLY BEEN TAKING THE CONTROL YOU HAVE FROM YOUR MIND BY TELLING YOURSELF YOU ARE LOSING CONTROL BECAUSE THE MORE YOU FOCUS ON SOMETHING THE MORE REAL IT BECOMES TO YOU SO THE MORE YOU FOCUS ON THE FACT YOU WANT TO KILL PEOPLE AND THERES NO WAY TO CHANGE THAT THE MORE THAT WILL BECOME TRUE BUT IF RIGHT NOW YOU THINK TO YOURSELF I DONT WANT TO KILL AND KEEP THINKING IT EVEN IF ITS NOT TRUE EVENTUALLY IT WILL BECOME TRUE.

  • Really though, is there a purity inside of god?

  • This sounds like the kind of thing to talk to a therapist about. They would only tell the police if they thought you were actually going to kill someone, as far as I know. They can help you deal with these thoughts.

  • I can't even post it here... but do some n\\et diging there are groups that can help you in a way you want...

  • Post it you pussy go on whaT is it what is all this shit on the darker part of the web iv heard about besides the videos of people actually murdering which is pussy shit cuz i have yet to see anyone rip ALL OF someones skin off then force feed their skin to the person who they ripped it off of until they start to choke then when they start to choke save their life by ripping their stomach open and pulling their skin out of their stomach. They will repeat this process until the person actually dies. I dont really mean that im sorry everything i say is so wrong but i have so much creativity in this subject

  • Join the Army. Or the CIA. Or a cult. The possibilities are wide open.

  • watch dexter -xXx

  • How can u feel like killing is not wrong? Are u saying that if somone close to u was killed it wouldnt bother u at all? Cuz seriously dude if thats how u feel go get help.

  • FUCK HELP, FUCK THERAPISTS, FUCK COPS, FUCK PEOPLE, FUCK FUCK FUCK CIVILIZATION. ALL THOSE MOTEHR FUCKERS ARE THE SAME AND WILL JUST RAT YOUR ASS OUT TO SAVE THEMSELVES! Im sorry for the caps, but who the fuck wants to be trapped inside of a prison for all their fucking life by some other human that has no power over them whatsoever?! The problem is all the fucking people these days forget about the shit we were made for: greed, power, and more fucking greed. I bet those fucks make a shit ton of profit for ratting out the real fucking humans.

  • ....i know exactly how you feel. Im compleatly against killing people, but i can't help constantly asking myself "if i were to kill someone how would i do it, how would i hide the body and how would i not get caught?" its wrong, as well as risky, i know. when i think aobut it, ide feel truly sad about them being dead, so i try and think just about kidnapping instead, but that's so risky, they would just have to be dead. I would never do it. I recently discovered i am related to a murderer though, so that may explain these random thoughts. you should do some geneiology and see if u have any murderers. Maybe its genetic...? (that would be an interesting science research paper)

  • YOU ARE CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU NEED HELP NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • MMMMMMUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA KILLING IS A GAME IF YOU MAKE IT A GAME ANYTHING COULD BE A GAME KILL 100 PEOPLE THATS 10 POINTS KEEP TRACK OF YOUR POINTS BY CUTTING SCARS INSIDE OF YOUR ARM THEN IF YOU COOK SOMEONE YOU KILLED INTO A NICE LOOKING STEAK AND FEED IT TO SOMEONE ELSE KILL THEM AND COOK THEIR STOMACH WITH THE MEAT FROM THE OTHER PERSON YOU KILLED THEN FEED THEIR STOMACH TO ANOTHER PERSON THAT IS BONUS POINTS AND IF YOU CAN KIDNAP SOMEONE RIP THEIR SKIN OFF ANDKEEP THEM ALIVE UNTIL ALL OF THEIR SKIN IS OFF THATYS BONUS POINTS THE YOUNGER THE HUMAN THE MORE POINTS YOU GET AND IF YOU CAN MAKE OTHER PEOPLE BECOME MURDERS YOU WIN!!! BUT DONT STOP KILLING ONCE YOU WIN KEEP MAKING OTHER MURDERS AND TRY TO TOP YOURSLEF BY KILLING CHILDREN AND BABIES MIXING THEIR MEAT TOGETHER AND FORCE FEEDING IT TO THEIR PARENTS. AND IF THE PARENTS DONT SWALLOW THEIR CHILDRENS MEAT THEY WILL CHOKE AND DIE ITS A WIN WIN SITUATION!!! GOD I AM SO FUCKED UP PLEASE PEOPLE SEND ME HATE COMMENTS I

  • Smoking pot won't help this.I'm the same way,and I smoke a s*** load of weed.

  • Smoke pot. A lot.

  • I'm a girl too! Vaginas are wonderful! WOOOOO.

  • I'm a girl (third post))

  • ^^rofl Set them up on a death date.

  • This poster and the guy who posted 3 confessions after this could be buddies.

  • They said "get to know," I think that means they would fake being friends with them?

  • I'm curious of these feelings. You state that you would not harm anybody you know personally but yet the person you want to pick to kill you want to get to know first. If this is the case wouldn't they then become someone you know personally. Secondly how old are you. You sound like a troubled youth dealing with a lot of issues and don't know how to express your self. But you are not completely crazy because you know that if you do these actions you will get in trouble. I say seek some professional help. Doctor Patient privalege only applys if you admit to commiting or know about a crime, or if you tell someone you are going to do it. SiteShrink

  • I think like that,only sometimes though. Paint the walls with blood.

  • Liar.

  • MMMMMMUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA KILLING IS A GAME IF YOU MAKE IT A GAME ANYTHING COULD BE A GAME KILL 100 PEOPLE THATS 10 POINTS KEEP TRACK OF YOUR POINTS BY CUTTING SCARS INSIDE OF YOUR ARM THEN IF YOU COOK SOMEONE YOU KILLED INTO A NICE LOOKING STEAK AND FEED IT TO SOMEONE ELSE KILL THEM AND COOK THEIR STOMACH WITH THE MEAT FROM THE OTHER PERSON YOU KILLED THEN FEED THEIR STOMACH TO ANOTHER PERSON THAT IS BONUS POINTS AND IF YOU CAN KIDNAP SOMEONE RIP THEIR SKIN OFF ANDKEEP THEM ALIVE UNTIL ALL OF THEIR SKIN IS OFF THATYS BONUS POINTS THE YOUNGER THE HUMAN THE MORE POINTS YOU GET AND IF YOU CAN MAKE OTHER PEOPLE BECOME MURDERS YOU WIN!!! BUT DONT STOP KILLING ONCE YOU WIN KEEP MAKING OTHER MURDERS AND TRY TO TOP YOURSLEF BY KILLING CHILDREN AND BABIES MIXING THEIR MEAT TOGETHER AND FORCE FEEDING IT TO THEIR PARENTS. AND IF THE PARENTS DONT SWALLOW THEIR CHILDRENS MEAT THEY WILL CHOKE AND DIE ITS A WIN WIN SITUATION!!! GOD I AM SO FUCKED UP PLEASE PEOPLE SEND ME HATE COMMENTS I

  • When you call people liar when they want to kill, they want to prove themselves.

  • Tell someone and GET HELP - this is so wrong it defies logic. GO GET HELP ASAP

  • You need to get help. Killing someone isn't a game. Talk to someone. Fast.

  • MMMMMMUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA KILLING IS A GAME IF YOU MAKE IT A GAME ANYTHING COULD BE A GAME KILL 100 PEOPLE THATS 10 POINTS KEEP TRACK OF YOUR POINTS BY CUTTING SCARS INSIDE OF YOUR ARM THEN IF YOU COOK SOMEONE YOU KILLED INTO A NICE LOOKING STEAK AND FEED IT TO SOMEONE ELSE KILL THEM AND COOK THEIR STOMACH WITH THE MEAT FROM THE OTHER PERSON YOU KILLED THEN FEED THEIR STOMACH TO ANOTHER PERSON THAT IS BONUS POINTS AND IF YOU CAN KIDNAP SOMEONE RIP THEIR SKIN OFF ANDKEEP THEM ALIVE UNTIL ALL OF THEIR SKIN IS OFF THATYS BONUS POINTS THE YOUNGER THE HUMAN THE MORE POINTS YOU GET AND IF YOU CAN MAKE OTHER PEOPLE BECOME MURDERS YOU WIN!!! BUT DONT STOP KILLING ONCE YOU WIN KEEP MAKING OTHER MURDERS AND TRY TO TOP YOURSLEF BY KILLING CHILDREN AND BABIES MIXING THEIR MEAT TOGETHER AND FORCE FEEDING IT TO THEIR PARENTS. AND IF THE PARENTS DONT SWALLOW THEIR CHILDRENS MEAT THEY WILL CHOKE AND DIE ITS A WIN WIN SITUATION!!! GOD I AM SO FUCKED UP PLEASE PEOPLE SEND ME HATE COMMENTS I DESERVE IT I KNOW EVERYTHING I JUST SAID WAS WRONG.

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