I really want to kill someone. There's no one person I want to kill, I just want to kill. It's not just an angry mad thing either, it's all the time, in every mood. I just want to kill someone, anyone. I would never kill people I know personally but I want to pick someone out on the street solely to "get to know" them and then when they trust me, kill them. It just seems like it would be a fun game to play, to see how far I could get, how many people I could do, before I got caught. But I'm young, and while I don't feel like killing is wrong, I know it's supposed to be wrong so I can't do it and ruin my whole future by getting caught. I just don't know how to deal with these thoughts, I can't tell a therapist because this is one of the few situations where they would have to tell the proper authorities.
by: Anonymous
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    I know how you feel.... everyday i'm wantin to hurt people. Most of the time its just random people i see, but sometimes its people i know. i sort of "picture" myself and "picture" me torturing them. I've always loved adrenaline and the best way to get it is hurting someone/something. thats why i hunt. it helps "control myself as you would say.

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    I feel the same.

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    I really feel this way too and have my whole life. Im not satisfied with my boring life and I'm an adrenaline junky and it just seems like such a rush on tv. It seems like all I think about is killing a stranger that I pick out by random for fun. It sounds really fucked up but I think its common in a way since death is such a fascinating thing. People have been killing for sport since the beginning of time so what would make these days any different? I picture first time with a pistol then working my way up to a knife. I would want my first victim to be foreign most likely Muslim. I want to be like Joe pesci off good fellas and just fuckin annihilate any motherfucker at a moments notice. Especially a muslim

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    Holy crap! I'm a Muslim. Sorry but I hope we never encounter each other.

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    You have what the Bible calls, a "spirit of murder". If you don't get this thing under control, it will control you. The only way to do that, is to call on the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth, ask Him to forgive you for your sins, and to come into your heart and control your thoughts, and deeds. You also need a believer who has the spiritual gift of casting out demons/spirits, so that you can live a Godly, holy life; not the life of a murderer-in-waiting. Call on Jesus now - you never know how much time you have left.

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    This sounds like the kind of thing to talk to a therapist about. They would only tell the police if they thought you were actually going to kill someone, as far as I know. They can help you deal with these thoughts.

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    I can't even post it here... but do some n\\et diging there are groups that can help you in a way you want...

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    Join the Army. Or the CIA. Or a cult. The possibilities are wide open.

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    watch dexter -xXx

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    How can u feel like killing is not wrong? Are u saying that if somone close to u was killed it wouldnt bother u at all? Cuz seriously dude if thats how u feel go get help.

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    ....i know exactly how you feel. Im compleatly against killing people, but i can't help constantly asking myself "if i were to kill someone how would i do it, how would i hide the body and how would i not get caught?" its wrong, as well as risky, i know. when i think aobut it, ide feel truly sad about them being dead, so i try and think just about kidnapping instead, but that's so risky, they would just have to be dead. I would never do it. I recently discovered i am related to a murderer though, so that may explain these random thoughts. you should do some geneiology and see if u have any murderers. Maybe its genetic...? (that would be an interesting science research paper)

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    YOU ARE CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU NEED HELP NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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    Smoking pot won't help this.I'm the same way,and I smoke a shit load of weed.

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    Smoke pot. A lot.

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    I'm a girl too! Vaginas are wonderful! WOOOOO.

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    I'm a girl (third post))

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    ^^rofl Set them up on a death date.

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    This poster and the guy who posted 3 confessions after this could be buddies.

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    They said "get to know," I think that means they would fake being friends with them?

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    I'm curious of these feelings. You state that you would not harm anybody you know personally but yet the person you want to pick to kill you want to get to know first. If this is the case wouldn't they then become someone you know personally. Secondly how old are you. You sound like a troubled youth dealing with a lot of issues and don't know how to express your self. But you are not completely crazy because you know that if you do these actions you will get in trouble. I say seek some professional help. Doctor Patient privalege only applys if you admit to commiting or know about a crime, or if you tell someone you are going to do it. SiteShrink

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    I think like that,only sometimes though. Paint the walls with blood.

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    Liar.

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    When you call people liar when they want to kill, they want to prove themselves.

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    Tell someone and GET HELP - this is so wrong it defies logic. GO GET HELP ASAP

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    You need to get help. Killing someone isn't a game. Talk to someone. Fast.

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