A Sex confession

Hi,
First of all let me ask, is it wrong to have an incest relationship with my brother if I love him very much.
I think fantasizing a family member in a sexual relationship is a lot more common thing among teenager, then we might think. Around 60% teenager of urban areas go though that phase, and to our surprise 20% end up in a sexual relationship with a family member. Mostly it is common between siblings. I have been involved in such a relation with my younger brother and, i have good logical reasons for not regretting it.
I have got a handsome father and a pretty mom, so I and my brother, both are very physically very appealing. I was, even very intelligent, straight A students but brother lacked sincerity. My brother had got bipolar disorder. He wasn’t able to speak confidently to girls. When he got 16 yrs old he was really hansome but was really very shy. As a result he didn’t have any female friends or interaction with girls. This made him too desperate for sex. He started going for prostitutes. Gadually he started getting addicted to it. One of my friend saw him with a hooker and reported it to me. I got really worried about him. He could get a Sexually Transmitted Disease from a prostitute. Even if he wore a condom there is 15 – 20 % chance that AIDS can be transmitted to him. One day I tried to make him realise the risk he was taking. I consoled him, and tried mend him into not doing such a thing. He got really embarrassed by that talk, and just nodded on my every sentece. As I kept a watch on him, I found out that he had not given up paid sex.
I again tried to warn him of the risk he was taking. That time he got furious on me. He tried to express his situation. He tried to explain me how hard it was living with an anxiety disorder, and paid sex was the only solution. Tears rolled down his eyes. I hug him trying to sypathise. Even my voice became hoarse. All I could say was “brother, please stop this for me” repeatedly into his ears squeezing him tightly into my arms. Crying, he made me clear that he would continue having paid sex, as it is best for him and there is minimal risk in it. He also asked me to keep it a secret from parents or else would leave the house. I was really shocked by his words. He was crazy in these sort of things due to his bipolar disorder, and I didn’t want to become the reason for him to leave the house. In such a tense situation some involuntary words came out of my mouth. I said “if u are that desperate for sex, I can convince my friend to have sex with you”. The situation took a drastic turn. I didn’t know what I was speaking. He got a little bit back and starred at my eyes. He asked “is it a proper solution, and if so, is it possible”. He apeared really hypnotised by my words. I saw a chance to change him so I nodded with a smile and continued ”First of all, you will not have paid sex for 15 days and then get a complete body chek up after that. This would assure that u don’t have any Sexually Transmitted Diseases like Aids. In that time duration I would convince one of my friend for sex and I promise you that you would have a real sex partner within 20 days. Also after 18 days mom-dad are out of station for two weeks on their club sponsored trip”. His serious face changed to a grin. He said ”I love you really very much for what you are doing for me. I would do everthing you say if you hold your end of the deal. Also your friend should be sexy like you.” I hugged him assuring that deal was is a deal.
Our one month and a half month summer vacation had just began. My parents left for the their trip that day. My brother got his body report normal without any disease. It made me happy but I had got a huge responsibility to worry about. Those 20 days were ending in 2 days and my brother had been holding his end of deal. On the other hand it was an impossible task for me to convince any of my friend to become a subject to please my brothers sexual desires, especially if they were beautiful. I didn’t even ask any one of them as it was completely crazy idea. That day my brother notified me in a serious tone, that only two days were remaining for the deal to complete, and if I didn’t hold the end of my deal he would chop down his own finger in front of me. I was really terrified by his words. He deeply loved me as a sister so he would never punish me but instead would punish himself for my mistake. This crazy behavior became really scary at times, but many a times his disorder would make him extra caring, extra joyfull, extra funny and extra lovable to me. I really loved him for his crazy behavior.
I needed a solution within two days. Now this was whole my idea, and if my bother does something crazy in response to the deal-break on my end, it would be totally my fault and I wouldn’t be able to face my parents. More importantly my bother was a really needy person and it was my duty to get him satisfction from his life not betray him and break his heart. There were only two ideas I was able to think of that day. First was, that I pay a prostitute to have sex with my brother, but that would again arouse the situation as before, and I didn’t even know how to get such amount of money to pay prostitute like my brother did. The second idea was that I satisfy his sexual desire by myself. I needed more days to think, so with enormous efforts I convinced my brother to give me 3 extra days, and make it a 23 day deal.
That night I gave many thoughts to the second idea, and with each thought I was leaning towards it. I was awake the whole night thinking about it. Was it the night that darkened my decision? I don’t know. I started convincing myself that there was nothing wrong in having sex with your own brother. Each day I started finding more and more reasons that would support me having sex with my brother. I had 5 days to think about that. As I tried to explore my sexual feelings day by day I found that deep inside my heart I wanted to have passionate sex with him. I grew more and more desparate to satisfy my helpless brother, fullfilling my duty as an caring responsible sister. I started fantasising him. We both shard a same bed. On 21th day he was extremely tired because of his cricket match that day. He went to bed at 10 pm and in few seconds was in deep sleep. I waited till the clock sturct 1 am. I wanted to check his depth of sleep so I tapped his check. No respose. I taped even harder. Again no response. I slapped him hard and to my surprise again no reponse. He was in a really deep sleep that coudnt be affected by anything and that’s what is wanted. I turned him upwards facing. I slowly opened the zip of his pants, stretched his boxers to get his penis out. It was a really monstrous thing. My heart started throbing really hard. My brother was snoring unaware of what was going on. I touched his penis and it started getting stiff. I lean forward to smell it. His penis smelled like a door- mat. Hormones surged down my entire body. I got really excited by that smell. That proved to be the spark that fired up tons to sexual desire for my brother. The deal had been left way behind in my mind. Now I was eagerly waiting for the time, when my brother would push that monster into my hungry vigina.
Next morning I gave him the good news. I told him that one of my beautiful friend “Emily” was convinced to have sex with you regularly. I told him that she would meet him after 2 days and that was the 24th day in our house. I added that she looked as beautiful and perfect as me. His jaw dropped. He never expected that such a beautiful girl equivalent to her sister would have sex with him. He literally exclaimed his excitement and huged me. He asked me many questions like “is her figure perfect like yours?”, “is her face pretty llike yours?”, “is she witty like you?” like a little brother. I didn’t want to raise his expectation so I just under valued Emily a little bit. But even this was beyond his imagination. I also told him that she was really choosy and so he should make some preparation for a day and gather energy for the sex by resting next day. I was getting excited in my mind thinking how this was all going to benefit me. I had sex with my boyfriend before so I knew what did we require. I instructed him on what preparation he needed to make. Do some shopping. Get some sexy clothes, wines and drinks and perfumes. He told me to accompany the shoping and I was glad to do so. We went shopping roaming entire city. We returned home that night with a tone of shopping. My brother had done all the shopping that would fulfill his fantasies.He was very thankfull to me for all the help including the selection of sex costumes and took me out for a dinner that night.
We both rested the next day. I often had crazy sex with my boyfriend, involving sexy fantacy costume, toys, lubricants, and all sorts of dirty things. So already had what I required for that night. We also discussed how should he welcome emily and how would he impress Emily at first sight. He was really worried his shyness getting in between but then I said if you do as I say you would have the utmost pleasuring day of your life. This statement brought good amount of confidence within him.
The 24th day had come. We woke up after an eight hour sleep streching out on day time at 9 pm at night with our body surging with sexual energy. Emily was going to bring all her stuff, and get ready at our house. As decided earlier my brother and Emily would not meet each other till they both get completely ready. According to the plan, after they both meet, I would leave for my friends house.They would get comfortable with each other’s personality and share their feelings. After that, open a bottle of wine and enjoy the love. Emily was arriving our house at 10 pm. After some chit chat I wished my brother luck and he started getting ready, closing his room at 9:45. At 10 : 15, I rang the bell myself, to make it appear than Emily has arrived. I told my brother that Emily has arrived and I am helping her getting ready in moms room. He replied with an shy ok. I was laughing in my mind listening that. About an hour later, I got ready. I opened the door and tried to see what was my brother doing. As I peeped into the drawing room he was sitting on the lavish sofa with sexy dressing watching TV without paying attention towards bedroom, as I instructed him. I started getting goosebumps and was really excited to finally meet my handsome brother as a date.
The time had come. Slowly I entered the drawing room. I gained my brothers attention. Imagine how amazed would he be, seeing her sister walking a seductive walk towards him in the sexy onepiece that he had bough for Emily with hot makeover. He was going to date his own sister, who was the most beautiful girl in the world according to my brother. His eyes were wide open. I approached him, sat closely to him and whispered in his ears “does this fulfillt your deal, my love”. He held me away and asked me in a serious tone “do you care so much for me that you did all this, just to stop me from having paid sex”? I looked down with shamefull eyes and replied “it was the main reason but not the only one”. He instantly realized the deep sexual attraction I had for him. I really wanted to have sex with him but know I was really doubtfull about my brother getting angry on me for such a taboo behavior. Suddenly he pulled me near and lip-locked my lustrous red lips. He huged me and got his deep emotions out saying “sister, you are everything to me, and all these pain you took for me would be extremely appreciated by me. I love you extremely, and today I want to date you as my sister, and give you the utmost pleasure in a manner no human would have given it to her mate.” For the first time his words were so powerfully mature. I was getting more and more passionate for my brother as a sister. I took him in my lap as he was smaller then me. His shoulder was pressing my boobs. We shared our deep love and emotion for each other, talked about how had this situation turned out, some sex chats and had some fun and jokes while we drank the wine. The pheromones from my brother’s perfume along with the wine was working drastically on my hormones.
Suddenly I pressed his mouth and ordered him to have no more talks. I started the music and began to seduce him with a dirty dance. My brother was getting highly aroused by flaming perfomance I was giving. I was wearing sexy purple satin skirt with a purple + silver velvet designer top. My legs were covered with sequin leggings. Also 4 inches high pencil-healed sandals padded my feet. Stretchable spandex undergarments covered my organs.The glitters I applied on my lips made them sparkle. The costly lipstick was so marvelous that my lips became very gluey and threads of saliva formed inbetween when I opened my mouth. My eyes were looking gorgeous with crispy touch of mascara and eyeliner on it. The eye shadow was purple and so was the rouge. I had put on the hairstyle my brother liked the best.
My brother stood up. His penis was expanding and I could see a bulge appearing on his jeans. He also started dirty dancing.He got behind me. Held me from my back, pulled me back and tried to rub his erect penis between my ass. I broke into laughter after what happened. With my height 3 inch taller than my brother(as he was 2 years younger then me) and with my 4 inch high heeled sandals on, he was even struggling to get his abdomen close to my butts. He got a little bit embarrassed as he was not able to prove his strong alpha male characteristics. I told him that, as an elder sister, it was my duty to take care of his sexual desire. With a grin on his lips, he defended himself telling me that he was the boss here. My baby brother was trying to become a strong sexual partner, so the situation grew even more sexy. I didn’t want to offent him so I replied “as you wich my lord”.He got an even bigger smile on his face. I slowly made him sit down comfortably on the sofa and started giving him a lap dance. Gradually we both started becoming more vigorous. We both started undressing each other.I finally got to touch his giant. I smelled it and it felt like I sniffed smore sort of strong drug. He ordered me “Oh bad sister, give my thirsty cock some saliva”. I sucked it with my glittery lips. I had a surprise waiting for him in my vagina. I asked him gently to help my itching vagina with his lips. He took my underwear off and started licking it. He asked “does your pussy alway smell and taste like peanut butter”. My brother loved peanut butter more then any other edible item and would eat a half a bottle of it at times. I replied with a no and said “would you like to have peanut butter right now, then stick your mouth to my vagina”. I let go the peanut butter I had inserted and was holding in my vagina. His mouth overflowed. This really excited him and said that he was going to eject. I instantly took his penis in my mouth. He stroked his penis hard and ejected a ton of semen in my mouth. I had never ever seen such thick semen in that quantity in my life. I think his regular paid sex would have made his giant penis so capable. I gulped the whole lot. Our sex for that day ended there. We slept cuddling each other nude.
We freely enjoyed the sex in every possible position and place for a week, as parents were out of station that week. I was really happy how things turned out. I think that it was the best way to express my love for my brother. We stopped having sex after our parent arrived and agreed to never talk about it again. I don’t know why did we stop it, but know both of us are feeling really shy to talk about it and start is again. My brother is 18 now. He has got even more handsome and muscular. He has a girlfriend now and I feel envious of her. Once he even confessed that, our incest sex was immoral thing, and we should have never done that. He said that it was his fault and apologised to me for that. I wish some how he asks me for sex again. I want to again love my brother madly.
I have posted this because I saw a documentary name “secret”. I can attain any thing in this universe if my desire is strong and I constantly throw positive brain waves for that desire. According to it writing all this in a detailed manner and mesmerising it frequently would make it possible again anyhow. So if the readers, give this some positive thought and your brain waves to help this girl. It will help me generate the high frequncy required for my desires even more. I am thankful to every user.

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