I secretly don't trust white people.

You would think that in the city that I live in, that I'd me more fair minded.

I secretly do not trust white people.

Growing up I used to be open minded, but the older I got, I started discovering how evil white people can be behind closed doors. As a non white person, it hurts to hear white people call you "n***** b****", making fried chicken jokes and saying really evil, hurtful things online, and in person act friendly.

I don't have too many white friends in real life, and I'm okay with that.

I recently got accepted into a college that is roughly 89% white. I am regretting getting in. It was hard and my family wants me to go. I feel as though I'm not going to make any friends and I feel physically sick and plan on sticking to my grades and work and forget about being social.

I can't sit and smile in the faces of white people who I know talk badly about people of my race when we're not around. I'm so upset and angry that this is how life is but I've faced the reality.

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  • As one of this idiot's (who said "go to collage and be around back stabing whitey. or if you fell more comfortable around black people go to jail and get back stabed there. i wounder which would hurt worse.") "people" (ie I am a white person) - I'd only point out that he is an idiot, and I wish he would keep his mouth shut instead of writing statements such as these, which lead others to believe that this attitude is "standard" among white people. More than that I wish he'd change his attitudes and beliefs, and redefine them in a way that reflects some semblance of intelligence. His IQ might not be high enough for that, but I'd settle for him shutting up. Being that I am not black, no I do not and cannot understand the experiences that people of color face, related to racial matters. But as a human being who is reasonably intelligent (intelligent enough to not believe ideas like the white idiot I quoted earlier) I have been able to form friendships with people of all races throughout my life, and consider that a blessing. People are people man, & some of us [people] have good hearts and sharp minds, and some of us have s***** hearts (sadly…). These would be the white people who were "bread to hate blacks". Maybe I just grew up around smart white folks and not the idiot ones… but I've never been friends with someone who was "raised to hate black people". Like I said, race has never been an issue in my group of close friends (we are all different shades of the human rainbow). I cannot understand the experiences you have had that make you believe you shouldn't trust white people due to their racist attitudes, because I have never experienced discrimination related to being black, as I was born with skin that requires SPF 30 or higher… My only point is that I hope you will be I hope you will be at least open to the fact that some of the white kids at your college possess the mild degree of intelligence and compassion necessary to not be racist a*******.

  • And you just proved is point you dummy

  • I agree, i was born in Germany and i was open minded too, i never thought of being too different, i was always nice and polite. But most of them are staring at me like im an alien, I've got very good grades and im about to graduate. I studied International Business Management and will try living in other Countrys beside Germany, cause i srsl can't put up with this c*** anymore.

  • This whole color thing is so immature and ignorant.

  • I am a white, middle-aged man, and I try to avoid blacks whenever possible. It's not hatred, just a preference. And it's not about skin color, but culture. I wasn't born this way. It wasn't taught to me by my parents. It's from my own experiences. In school, which was 40-percent black, the black students constantly harassed the white students. And the black students also slowed down the learning for the whites. When I got into the working world, it was much the same. I managed a retail store for awhile, and despite being only a small percentage of our customers, blacks accounted for almost all of the shoplifting. Of the 80 employees I managed at any given time, only the 15 or so blacks ever had issues - coming in late, showing up drunk or high, getting into fights with customers, etc. Eventually I got a new job where I can choose who I work with. I live in a white neighborhood, work with whites, and socialize with whites. Like I said though, it's not about hatred or racism. Just a preference stemming from experience.

  • Likewise. I have lived abroad and I generally avoid associating with whiteys. Nothing personal but a whitey put a fucking knife to my neck and threatened to kill me. The so-called useless gooks around me protected and supported me. I came to appreciate the company of Asian people and Black people - the ones who I knew and met were responsible and decent people - over any whitey I see. Not to say I haven't met any "good" whites - by far alot of them have been - but, no yellow ever threatened to kill me for petty reasons, ain't no black said he was going to hurt me - it was all fucking whitey and I made conscious choice to try to separate myself from them. When I felt regret at that choice, whitey just showed their true colors and made me disappointed again. I prefer to associate with Asians over any whitey out of preference due to my experience. Whites I worked with as an English teacher in Asia where mostly disrepectful, rude, arrogant, convinced of their culture's superiority and less reasonable. Unpleasant folk in all. Blacks at least had some perspective to temper their views. Locals? They actually welcomed a good deal of the bullshit feedback. I want to vomit.

  • Agreed ! :) im asian and i never had problems with People of dark skin . They were all decent People and i appreciate their company

  • Come to my country sweetheart in South-America! Majority is black, consisting of people from Indian and African descent. Feel free to come!

  • Some of them might be racist but lots of them especially when they're immature and college-aged like that get thrown into fits of giggles hearing or saying something they know is verboten and figure it doesn't bother you because you know them better than that and maybe they have some black friends who they kid with like that. Let them know despite how it feels to them, it's actually really hard for other people to tell how serious they are, especially if they have sensitivities that would be totally alien to your average white kid.

  • I'm white and I seriously don't trust white people. At least if it's a black person it's more likely they're not a selfish, Zimmerman supporting tea partier. I'm sick of their fake Christian values and unwillingness to support anyone but themselves. I grew up poor and get it. I can understand being afraid of them. It's not racist. Racism requires racist actions. After being repeatedly treated poorly, and me seeing this done to you, I can understand your distrust. You shouldn't trust most white people. They don't want you to have a fair shot.

  • Thanks for being honest and sharing your experience with us :) Its much better than white ppl reading this and going like oh my god no were so much better than that and its you guys who are wrong bla,bla

  • Racism doesn't require racist action... there are whole chapters of social sciences dedicated to the concept. (and it's maybe even taken too far but.. i digress)

  • I don't trust anyone, regardless of race. People are just two-faced asswipes, 99& of the time. I will say that I've had more white people betray me than other races. That's probably because I know more white people than any other race, though..

  • That's fine no one trust a white person enough to turn their backs on them.

  • I used to trust on white people until I come in the US . The worst treatments I have ever received were from whites people. they humiliated me , bullied me, called me negro in the street. My co-workers called me names and humiliated me. They bullied me ,they even got me fired . I don't trust in white people anymore and never again until I die one day. I will warn all the Africans about that. They mostly think because we are Africans we are dumb people . I have been hurt ,and the healing will take time and only God can heal me. Because there nothing they can do to heal me .i I will never forget what they did to me . most of my white coworkers were liars,cold and evil . All my life has been almost destroyed now and I am sure God will avenge me . He will !

  • My advice is to follow what's in your heart and don't let the white racists' fear and hate taint your own heart. Yes, most white racists seem to be more motivated by fear than hate ... though they also hate (can see it in their eyes); just look at their history. That makes them cowardly small people, not courageous, noble, and honorable (though they write the history books which glorify the "white race"). // God has given you one chance to live your life on Earth. Don't let these "small" people ruin this beautiful life or your outlook in life. Be courageous, work hard in college, and succeed in your studies, then leave these stupid and ignorant people behind. // I'm Chinese and attended a college that was about 95% white (and almost no blacks or Asians), then worked and lived in communities that were almost exclusively white during my 20s. If I had to do it over again, I would still do the college part (great school!) but would NEVER EVER EVER live in another predominantly white community again. I understand how you feel. // Most important thing is to do well in school! If you think the racial make-up will impact your grades, don't go there! And if you have the grades, consider going to graduate school. In my experience, I've encountered less racism in academia (where there are good people of all races) than the outside world (populated by unintelligent white people who are probably more prone to racist propaganda). You could even get a Ph.D. and become a role model and inspiration to other non-white people. So young people in the future can stop caring about those (low) racists whites and aspire to be like you (who is smart, has a good heart, and just happens to be black). :)

  • My advice is to follow what's in your heart and don't let the white racists' fear and hate taint your own heart. Yes, most white racists seem to be more motivated by fear than hate ... though they also hate (can see it in their eyes); just look at their history. That makes them cowardly small people, not courageous, noble, and honorable (though they write the history books which glorify the "white race"). God has given you one chance to live your life on Earth. Don't let these "small" people ruin this beautiful life or your outlook in life. Be courageous, work hard in college, and succeed in your studies, then leave these stupid and ignorant people behind. I'm Chinese and attended a college that was about 95% white (and almost no blacks or Asians), then worked and lived in communities that were almost exclusively white during my 20s. If I had to do it over again, I would still do the college part (great school!) but would NEVER EVER EVER live in another predominantly white community again. I understand how you feel. Most important thing is to do well in school! If you think the racial make-up will impact your grades, don't go there! And if you have the grades, consider going to graduate school. In my experience, I've encountered less racism in academia (where there are good people of all races) than the outside world (populated by unintelligent white people who are probably more prone to racist propaganda). You could even get a Ph.D. and become a role model and inspiration to other non-white people. So young people in the future can stop caring about those (low) racists whites and aspire to be like you (who is smart, has a good heart, and just happens to be black). :)

  • My advice is to follow what's in your heart and don't let the white racists' fear and hate taint your own heart. Yes, most white racists seem to be more motivated by fear than hate ... though they also hate (can see it in their eyes); just look at their history. That makes them cowardly small people, not courageous, noble, and honorable (though they write the history books which glorify the "white race"). God has given you one chance to live your life on Earth. Don't let these "small" people ruin this beautiful life or your outlook in life. Be courageous, work hard in college, and succeed in your studies, then leave these stupid and ignorant people behind. I'm Chinese and attended a college that was about 95% white (and almost no blacks or Asians), then worked and lived in communities that were almost exclusively white during my 20s. If I had to do it over again, I would still do the college part (great school!) but would NEVER EVER EVER live in another predominantly white community again. I understand how you feel. Most important thing is to do well in school! If you think the racial make-up will impact your grades, don't go there! And if you have the grades, consider going to graduate school. In my experience, I've encountered less racism in academia (where there are good people of all races) than the outside world (populated by unintelligent white people who are probably more prone to racist propaganda). You could even get a Ph.D. and become a role model and inspiration to other non-white people. So young people in the future can stop caring about those (low) racists whites and aspire to be like you (who is smart, has a good heart, and just happens to be black). :)

  • The white people hated the irish,than the jew's.then hated the african-american's.then hated the native american's.then hated the dreaded japanese.then hated the Vietnamese,Then for the greater good and bad.They hated all the Muslim's.it is a never ending story of mistrust.

  • "but i hate black people(: even though my nephews are black" We already know.. which adds on to the distrust.. Native Americans should have NEVER helped or trusted you people. They gave you food, you gave them diseased infested blankets. You are truly the devils children. Name one place on this earth where you people came in peace? Whitewatch.info

  • True !

  • Dictated not read... And black people are so nice to white people have you read a headline of any major newspaper or seen a black stand up comic The idea of playing the victim is more so ingrained an african american children then ever before we have multi generational welfare babys soaking up goverment assistance then screaming for a quality im not putting you down for attempting to be a successful member of society its actually a positive thing but for the sake of playing the devils addvocate i must ask if theirs a tiger in a petting zoo does that not mean that one is to assume that all tigers arnt general crack addicted lieing deginerate pieces of s***!!! no that would be naive only most are...its not white peoples fault that black people have tarnished their race so horibly martin luther king would cry seeing the false idols you spear chuckers worship. such as lil wayne/kanye west/jay-z.... imbrase white people they will more likely bring you up then bring you up then down. SINCERLY YOUR FRIEND VISH'S

  • Why do white people get so angry when a black person hates them? why are we suppose to be so accepting of the wrong and mistreatment we receive from your race. So were suppose to accept the hate from your race as well as feel the anger you have towards us. Why are we suppose to accept your hatered and not have any. You make us hate by your action and reactions towards us.

  • I Agree, completely. Whenever we say something, its always like wow u can't say that wow ur so racist. But who started this shit? and just lemme give u a reminder of stuff that happened to certain ppl COUGH COUGH POLICE WHO KILLED A BLACK GUY FOR BEING BLACK and not even getting suspended

  • Um you rant so damn stupid, get your fact straight, black people did 'embrace' white people at the beginnning, that s all any race does do, they embrace your retarded race in the beginning thinking that there was someway we could get together. but once we blacks found out that yall were too damn ignorant and unable to look past the color of our skin to the person who we were, we decided we dont need to live the rest of our lives being looked down on, we got people in our own race, and other races who look at us for, without trying to put us down. so now we say who needs white people, when all they will do is try to push us to the ground, where we do not belong.

  • You are correct to distrust white people. You can be nice to them, but don't trust them at any time. They are bred to hate blacks. Your future, or your life, can be on the line.

  • douchbags come in all colors. why select one group to hate. its a stitistacal fact 72% of all people regardless of race are jackholes. i would be willing to bet sometime in your life you have been wronged by an afro american. pull your head out of that b*** that is 2 ax handles wide and stop feeling sorry for yourself and hate everyone, and cheer up. go to collage and be around back stabing whitey. or if you fell more comfortable around black people go to jail and get back stabed there. i wounder which would hurt worse.

  • You people are truly born bigots. your own words exposed you.

  • As one of this idiot's "people" (ie I am a white person) - I'd only point out that he is an idiot, and I wish he would keep his mouth shut instead of writing statements such as these, which may lead others to believe that this attitude is "standard" among white people. More than that I wish he'd change his attitudes and beliefs, and redefine them in a way that reflects some semblance of intelligence. His IQ might not be high enough for that, but he does have the capacity to shut up, and I'd settle for that. Being that I am not black, no I do not and cannot understand the experiences that people of color face, related to racial matters. But as a human being who is reasonably intelligent (intelligent enough to not believe ideas like the white idiot I referenced earlier in this comment seems to believe) I have been able to form friendships with people of all races throughout my life, and consider that a blessing. People are people man, and some of us [people] have good hearts and sharp minds, and some of us have shitty hearts (sadly… or were brought up to think in a way that turned our hearts shitty). These would be the white people who were "bread to hate blacks". Maybe its NorCal, or maybe I grew up around smart white folks and not the idiot ones… but I've never been friends with someone who was "raised to hate black people". Like I said, race has never been an issue in my group of close friends (we are all different shades of the human rainbow). I cannot understand the experiences you have had that make you believe you shouldn't trust white people due to their racist attitudes, because I have never experienced discrimination related to being black, as I'm not black - it's just how I was born, with skin that requires SPF 30 or higher… My only point is that I hope you will be at least open to the fact that some of the white kids at your college will possess the mild degree of intelligence and compassion necessary to not be racist assholes.

  • Yeah especially in the corporate world. I've seen first hand that they will throw you under the bus and step on top of others just to climb to the top. It's hilarious when you go online and you see them talking random s*** about black people on youtube and telling blacks everybody hates them and to go back to africa. When you tell them native americans were here before you and almost every culture around the world has been messed over by their race they don't have a decent rebuttal to that. I'll associate with them on a co worker level other than that.... BTW I don't trust any group of people no matter what race.

  • U know, as a I guess white person,just to reassure you, 90 percent of us who make comments like that don't really mean them, we say them to vent the racism that's been instilled in us. Seriously, I look at a person for who they are. Everyone judges people. I judge by personality. Sorry that you hear thhose things. The reason they're not said to your face is because we don't really believe them. Anyway, hang in there, as a honky I'm offended when other groups generalize white people too.

  • You want us to hang in there as your race throws their bullshit at us. you want us to tolerate it when your race does evil and horrible things to other races. OH DOES THIS MEAN YOU WONT GET OFFENDED WHEN WE START DOING THE SAME THINGS TO YOUR RACE. AND THEN WE WILL GET THE CHANCE TO TELL YOU JUST HANG IN THERE WE DON'T REALLY MEAN IT, RIGHT? SHIT JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU KNOW DAMN WELL YOU WOULD NOT BE ACTING ALL HIGH AND MIGHTY IF IT WAS YOU FEELING THE STING OF A WHITE PERSON STUPIDITY. SHIT ALWAYS HIDING BEHIND THE FUCKING GOVERNMENT TO PROVE THAT YOU ARE RIGHT ALL THE TIME.YOUR IGNORANT ASS IS ONE OF THE REASONS WHY OTHER RACES ARE SO FUCKING PISSED OFF AT THE WHITES. I HOPE ONE DAY IN YOUR MISERABLE EXCUSE OF A LIFE YOU COME TO EXPERIENCE WHAT OTHER RACES HAVE DEALT WITH FROM YOUR "JOKING" WHITE FRIENDS.

  • Isn't that the age-old excuse for bad behavior? If it's not in your heart, then it shouldn't come out of your mouth. Actions speak louder than (meaningless) words and your actions betray the shallowness of your words. "But the things that proceed out of the mouth come from the heart, and those defile the man. For out of the heart come evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, slanders." Matthew 15:18-19.

  • Yeah they are a******* arnt they? To bad im 1/4 white. i hate those pale f******...

  • U hate those pasty ass white fucks too the sooner white people realise that no one worth taking notice of likes them the better. i just hope they dont start whining. white folks like to complain. and POCs are the ones who always have to listen

  • thats offensive...im a 12 year old WHITE girl and i dont judge but i hate black people(: even though my nephews are black..

  • Stupid hating is a form of judging someone, since you took the time to form a generalization about someone that might not be true, that made you start to hate them. check your shit before you start spewing your crap.

  • No 1 curr stupid racist white girl no 1 motherf***ing curr

  • Lol u niggers are funny..not our fault white people are the top of the totem pole

  • You got there through genocide and enslavement, but i'm not shocked that you're proud of that. They don't call yall a devil for no reason.

  • Don't you have some lice to get rid of? In all actuality, you're the "nigger" because if you would get off your ass andand wipe the mayo off your thin ass dried up lips, you would realize that white people are not at the top because look at who the president is honky. Maybe if you would stop playing video games, or stop fucking around with that horrible acne on your face, you would have time to scoot your flat ass from under the rock you live under and notice things.And just for a little look at your future: you will age HORRIBLY and knowing the horrible skin you have you'll get shingles or skin cancer before your life is over.

  • You are a piece of shit go die bitch, the pink race looks disgusting thats why you guys spend so much time in the damn sun. cant wait till your race dies off man I wish I could be here to see that

  • Cracker what you saying, you nothing but a fucking snack food, if you want to walk around with a totem pole shove up your ass and think it means something more power to you, but I for one couldn't give to shits that you think you are something, just don't put the misconceived thought out there that ever thinks you are the big thing, cause no one does.

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