In love with a fictional character
I'm in love with a fictional character. In a way, it hurts for me to say " fictional " because it's obvious he's not here, he's just not real. I would really like to talk to someone about this but it wouldn't work.. because I know I'd be looked down as " weird ". There are others like me but not finding someone like me in real life, it's lonely.
I wish he was real, or better yet, traveling to where he is. I would do anything to make it real. I'm holding this so dear to me because there is nothing else to live for. If it wasn't for him and everything related, I wouldn't be here. He basically makes me feel like there is something to live for. He's the first thing I think of when I wake up, and the last thing I think of before I sleep.
Call me " insane ". But this is how I feel. What can I do? I love him.
Well maybe one day, I can finally meet him.