Well first off, i am a 12 year old girl. I have been really depressed for the past 2 years about these same reasons and things i'm about to tell you right now.
I mean, sometimes i feel like, i'm biosexual. You know, i like guys, but sometimes...... i don't know. People say i'm young and i'm curious but, i don't know.
I'm a christian. So, i am afraid that i will go to hell. Like i said, i'm only 12. I can't even tell my parents. Another thing is that, well please don't think i'm weird but,
i watch porn. And play sexual or porn games. I feel terrible. I don't know whats wrong with me when i do it. I always feel like i'm a loser and a freak because of what i do.
And, some of the videos i watch are rape videos. I cry all the time because, i feel so bad. I feel that i'm a sick person. I know you guys may feel that too but, please tell me...Is this normal.
Please, i've been crying about it for 2hours. Help me. I'm begging you. I also masterbate sometimes. And...think of people raping me....i know i sound weird, but please tell me if this is normal.