Well, um, lemme first say that I like cosplay, and Japan, and manga.. and stuff. I'm.. different. I love acting, I'm "cute" I guess, that's what people say, I'm smaller than this girl as well.. she's taller than me, and she cosplays as guys alot, but she has a lovely face, she's kind and awesome and I admire her so much, but I feel like I could never go near her. She's kissed me on the cheek before, I just!! I don't feel right with her! She got close and places her hands on my shoulders and then started moved my hair over them, and smiling.
Now, normally, with anyone else, I'd just be normal, but with her.. I couldn't look her in the eyes, I was blushing like mad and I couldn't meet her gaze. I really like her, I like her alot! >_<
I don't understand.. I think about her so much. And let me just say, I'm 18 and the last boyfriend I've had was when I was 16, I've only ever kissed one person twice. But I actually don't care about relationships anymore, I stay away from things like that, I tell myself I don't need them because I'll get hurt.
And yet.. this girl. I really, really like her! But.. I don't know! Some one help me.. I really don't know what to do right now. This feeling isn't right! We're both girls! And yet.. what is this weird feeling?