I was born with a genetic disorder and my nads didn't drop down to where they were supposed to be. I didn't have surgery until I was 15 to bring them down. They don't work anyway. They're so tiny because they never grew. They kind of just hang there. It looks like I have no balls. I really don't. I'm a natural eunuch. I'm an adult but much of my body looks like a childs. My hands and feet are child size. My voice is high pitched even though I take medication. I'm a freak.