A little attention is nice when you are a 48 year old woman

I am 48 and never dreamed I would be an exhibitionist at my age. After I aged past 40, men didn't stare at me anymore. I felt like yesterday's news, unwanted and with the sex appeal of a wart. It is hard getting old when you were beautiful as a young women and all the men couldn't take their eyes off your face and body and one day you wake up and nobody wants you. Not even a husband of twenty years who ran off when a woman young enough to be his daughter. Here's how I recently became an exhibitionist. I was in my bedroom with just my bra and panties on and had forgot to pull down my shades because I had been drinking a little too much and feeling sorry for myself. I caught a glimpse of someone looking at me out of my next door neighbor's window. Shocked, I shut off the lights in my bedroom and peeked out my window and saw my neighbor's 17 year old son walking away from the window in his underwear. I knew he had been watching me. I couldn't believe that handsome young kid with his hard body was lusting after me, and to be honest, it felt good to be desired. Now every night I leave my shades up and strip down to nothing to give the kid a show. I took a long time drying myself off after a shower for the kid's viewing pleasure. I know he was masturbating as he ogled my body. I got so hot over that when I shut off my mights I brought myself off with some big orgasms. Maybe what I am doing is wrong. Maybe I should be more mature and responsible, but no one is getting hurt and it feels so good to have someone desire me at my age when most of my looks are gone and my body isn't what it used to be. And it makes me so hot being seen naked by that horny kid with the hard body. mmmmm.