Same time last year i f***** my husbands brother. Long story short ive been with my husband for eight years 100 percent faithful. My husband on the other hand has been unfaithful off and on ive caught him cheating several times. He is also verbally and physically abusive. Well one day he didnt come home for two weeks he was out cheating and I was devastated. I went looking for him at his familys house and his brother told me he had a secret to reveal. His brother told me that my husband was having an affair with his exwife! Later that day my husband came home and I confronted him and he told me he was having an affair with her! Out of anger and tired of being cheated on and abused I left with his brother. Later that night I f***** his brother for revenge! We got a hotel and some vodka. I was so nervous at first but after a few drinks it happened.The sex was amazing we f***** all night. My husband is usually a minute man. Tue next morning we did it again. I went home two days later. My husband was so angry because I was gone for two days. I told my husband I f***** his brother so now we are even! For two weeks he was sneaking around with his brothers ex so out of jealousy and anger I f***** his brother. My husband and I made up and we are back together bt he always gives me s*** about it and blames everything on me. I dont feel bad for what ive done! Should I feel bad? I love my husband but I needed to teach him a lesson I was working two jobs paying all the bills on my own while he was hitting me calling me names taking my car and money to meet other girls while I was at work for 8 years. His brother always told my husband how lucky he is to have me and how beautiful I was. I never looked at his brother like that. After me and his brother had sex his brother said he still wants to hook up sometimes. I know I was wrong but is it really my fault? Did me f****** his brother for revenge make things worse?