Im 23 years old, female and two weeks ago I made the biggest mistake of my life. My best friends dad owns the resturant where I work. Im a bartender and he pretty much lets us do whatever we want as far as drinking goes. I was closing and stayed after drinking with the staff and him. My best friend was out of town and not working that weekend. I still don't know why or how it happened, but I went into his office after the other two employees left...and I sucked his dick. He asked me to do it..and I didn't say no, I just looked down. He asked a couple times and then unzipped himself. I looked and saw that he was holding it in his hand and then looked him in the eye and he said "please". In the moment, with too much alcohol pumping through my viens, I don't know what came over me, it felt so hot just in that second and...then I did the dumbest thing I have ever done in my life. I did it...I sucked his dick...i sucked until I felt him jerk and I then tasted the unmistakble salty flavor of his cum. He kissed me on the forehead after and said "thank you".
I feel so stupid, so unbelievably stupid and cheap. I havnt told anybody and I feel horrible everytime I go to work or talk to my best friend. I literally have tears rolling down my face as I type this. There is some relife though in putting this down on paper and knowing others will read it. I just feel like im going to explode holding it in and this is helping.