I was looking through our family computer for a photo my older sister took of me when i came across a photo of her topless. At first i was devastated!! I've always seen my sister as a 30 somethin year old woman who i could come to for answers. I couldn't of ever thought of her doing something as juvenile as taking naked pics of herself for her b/f. I was shocked and appalled for about an hour then it occurred to me..she has a life outside of her family life like everyone. Now i've become curious about her sex life and sexual behavior so I've started spying on her. Not for any sexual gratification but just out of curiousity. Because i'm curious about the side of her that she doesnt show to family..I've went through her emails, i've listened to her phone conversations, and i've peeped through the cracks in her door to find out more about her sexual nature and behavior.
Mind you, this is nowhere near close to sexual gratification. But there is a flutter in my stomach that i get from knowing things about her that she thinks is kept well hidden. Now that i think about it. I think i just get a rush (non sexual) about finding out everyone of interest's secrets..Is this wrong?? Like honestly..