An Uncategorized confession
I wanted to give in today,
to give in to temptation,
to feel powerful,
that sense of control.
When I am so weak.
I didn't give in,
I stood my ground.
I didn't do it.
Becasue I'm afraid,
of loosing those I love the most,
and,
I want to become someone,
that can be powerful,
without throwing up.
Somethimes it's hard, but i havent for a long time
and I sure as hell won't break today.
I came close though.
But not close enough
I should feel proud
and I will later
but today
I want to
die
