i have this stomach growling fetish. im a girl, and i go on youtube and search videos, but i only like it when its out of hunger and when its from a woman, an attractive one. i hate it when it comes up in reality though, with my friends and family and even when the subject comes up i feel weird and try to change the subject right away. nobody knows about it either. and when i look it up on youtube i have to grab something and start humping it. ive done this as long as i can remember, probably since i was two or three. is this normal? especially for a teenager?