An Uncategorized confession

Dear World People,

After retiring from the government service, I have been receiving some supporting letters from my colleagues. Nonetheless, about 90% of messages are critical against my performance as a senior officer and some of them contained slurs and foul language. I also received some anonymous threatening phone calls warning me to be ready to face the consequences of my policy of injustice with various honest and competent people during my tenure. All this resulted in disturbance in my peaceful family life. To tell you honestly, my family and I feel insecure and unsafe in Islamabad these days.

A few weeks after my retirement I was visiting a friend of mine-- some senior bureaucrat-- at his office and a staff member of the Ministry of Information passed by. Instead of according due respect to his former boss, the guy gave me an ugly look and intentionally spitted towards me. I have now realized that majority of staff and officers of Ministry of I. & B. don’t like me.

I kept thinking about my sins during my service and then my conscious started blaming me for all that I have done with my junior as well as senior colleagues during my service. In view of this, I, Syed Anwar Mehmood, former Secretary Information and Broadcasting, hereby make a number of confessions.

My ladder to success
• I was groomed by the clever personalities like Salman Farooqi and Capt. Esani with whom I served at the Prime Minister's Secretariat as Press Secretary to Prime Minister Junejo.
• During Benazir's first tenure I tried to associate myself with Asif Zardari but failed due to my past record.
• I later joined the Nawaz Sharif camp and became Press Secretary to the Prime Minister.
• During Nawaz Sharif-Ghulam Ishaq tussle of 1993, realizing that the Sharifs were heavier side, I became staunch supporter of Sharif brothers and was later awarded the post of PIO. During Nawaz's second tenure I got lucrative postings in the Information Ministry. I succeeded in establishing regular contacts with ABBA JEE at Sharif’s Raiwind farm.
• When Pervez Musharraf came into power in 1999, I turned my coat and exploited my 'Urdu speaking card' and got out of turn promotion and became the Additional Secretary in-charge of the Ministry of Information. By using various sources, like AMMAJEE (Mush’s mother) and Tariq Aziz etc., I finally managed to become the Secretary of the Ministry. I must acknowledge the contribution of Kanwal Naseer, a PTV artist, in this regard.
• I betrayed all my benefactors, whether it was Pervez Ahmed (former PIO), Channa (Junejo’s PRO), Khawaja Ijaz Sarwar, Farhatullah Babar, Asif Ali Zardari, or Nawaz Sharif. I used them for my personal elevations.
• As per my age, I was supposed to retire from the service in December 2006 but due to my “meritorious services” to President Pervez Musharraf and the country, I continued serving as Secretary Information till 2008.
• Another senior, Muzaffar Abbass used to say bad things against me and my family. So I made him a horrible example and the gentleman retired in grade 20 whereas I, his junior, retired in grade 22.
• Journalists like Saud Sahir, Asr Chuhan, Nawaz Raza and Saleh Zafar acted as my agents in the media community. I showered all types of monetary benefits on them from the Secret Fund.
• I moved the idea of establishing Media University. As per my original plan I wanted to occupy the highest post in the proposed University after my retirement.
• I also had a plan to become incharge of OPF school, located at Radio Pakistan’s property in H-9 sector, rented out to OPF at through away rates.
My Sexual encounters:
• While serving in PIA in early 80’s, I was caught naked with one air hostess, Nabila Chaudhry. Due to this incident I was transferred back to Ministry of Information.
• While serving as second secretary/ press attaché at Pakistan High Commission in Canada, I along with a colleague from Foreign Office, used to hire escorts. Once both of us were caught red-handed by the wife of then Ambassador.
• I was caught red handed kissing a lady colleague in PID in 1988 while I was serving there as DPIO (Senior). The stenographer who saw me had to face the punishment of transfer at the worst place in PID.
• Waheed Chitta of PID was very good looking in his youth. My sexual encounter with him was really a pleasant experience as DPIO senior and then as PIO.
• My wife Nayyar Mehmood was always very helpful in supply of beautiful newly appointed chicks of PBC for my sexual fantasies.
• Let me also confess that my wife had some secret relations with a number of PBC girls, one of them was Saira of Multan station.
• A known girlfriend of mine in the PBC was Ms. Dilnasheen.
• Renowned artist Musarrat Nazeer was also a very good source for me for the supply of lovely chicks for my sexual fantasies.
• I used to meet Musarrat Nazir at the PBC hostel in H-9 sector.
• I had links with a number of journalists who were known pimps in higher circles. Mr. Beg of PTV, Sohail Rana, and some others were very helpful in satisfying my sexual fantasies with variety of stuff available at their disposal.
• None of the beautiful newscasters, irrespective of their ages, was spared by me. All these beautiful faces which you see on PTV screen were crushed by my lust. Particularly, Samina Waqar was my most favorite.
• During a visit to Multan, I along with MD, PTV had group sex with one PTV lady artist. We went there in connection with inauguration of PTV boaster near Multan.
• During my posting as Press Secretary to PM Nawaz Sharif I managed to get hold of a lady officer of Information Service serving at the PM Secretariat.
• As Secretary Information, the list of my girl friends is quite long but some of the names are well known, like Kausar Lodhi, Abida Shah, Mrs. Riaz, Shahida Lateef, etc. etc.
• I used to visit various dens of Afghan women in the Khanna Pul area in Rawalpindi. Once, an officer of PID who was also a regular visitor to that place, caught me red handed. I had to offer him foreign posting as a price to shut his bloody mouth.
• Saleh Zafar and Sohail Rana used to blackmail me through my nude film with an Afghani call girl. I had to shower many favours to both of them. I warn all my former colleagues to beware of these two characters; first they invite you to such things and then exploit your weaknesses.
• From secret fund money, I gifted two air conditioners to my Afghani girl friends- Mahjabeen and Pari Jan- in Peshawar. These air conditioners were got delivered at their house through Regional Office of PID.
• The main reason of my tussle with federal minister Shaikh Rasheed was an Afghani girl, who was liked by both of us. Shaikh was not ready to share her with his Secretary.
• As Secretary Health, I molested a number of newly appointed nurses of PIMS and Poly Clinic. Two nurses, Shahida and Naureen, used to live in my official residence in the name of physiotherapy of my wife.
• I made the Naib Qasid of Ministry of Health a horrible example when he dared to enter my office room while I, as Secretary Health, was busy in exploring the beautiful body of a lady colleague. I knew that the stupid guy did it intentionally as the red light at the entrance of my office room was on. I compelled him to offer resignation from the service.
Harming juniors:
• My ways of taking revenge from my juniors were peculiar: posting at odd stations like Multan and Gilgit, sending officers on forced leaves, depriving them of foreign postings and promotions, uttering negative remarks against them in their absence, etc. etc. I used such tactics frequently against the officers and even the staff I disliked.
• Though my entire service is full of destroying careers of my juniors I disliked– and I felt pleasure in it- but I feel myself guilty of the untimely deaths of Nasir Khan and Ikramullah Jan. Both of these officers became target of my revenge and lost their valuable lives; Nasir Khan died due to his punishment posting at Gilgit and Ikramullah Jan was denied his due promotion.
• Similarly, Rana Mohammad Sharif faced all mental and physical troubles due to my revengeful mental torture against him. When I was in PIA, he, as director advertisement in PID, refused to tow to my line. So I made his life miserable after becoming the Secretary Information.
• Look at the known corrupt officer Salam Khan. He visited USA and on his return purchased a shirt from Raja Bazar and presented it as gift to me. I threw the shirt on his face and ordered inquiry against his frauds in the Ministry. Did I deserve just a Pakistan made shirt from a corrupt person like Salam.
• It was me who allowed unjustified long leave to Shakil Akhtar as he was always remembering me by sending expensive gifts. On the other hand, I flatly refused long study leave to another officer, who then left the service.
• Mian Shafiuddin, who was taking interest in my activities as Press Officer in Ottawa, also became my target. I ensured that during my tenure he should not cross BS-20.
• Muzaffar Abbas, another BS-20 officer, once openly talked about my corruption in the presence of Federal Minister Shaikh Rashid and all officers and staff of PID. He also refused to meet me in a function saying “I don’t shake hands with dogs.” I took revenge from him by superseding him.
• When Muzaffar Abbass was posted as Speech Writer in the PID, my agents in PID encouraged PID drivers to launch a campaign against him and refuse to serve under him. In this way, I made him a notorious figure.
• Jafri, another officer, played games with me while he was serving with Mushahid Hussain Syed and I was PIO. I taught that cunning fox a good lesson by posting him to Multan.
• I was well aware that majority of Information service officers was not willing to bid me farewell when I was transferred from Information to Health ministry. My secret agents provided me names of all those officers and after my return to Information, I took revenge from those officers who refused to contribute money for my farewell party.
• It was on my orders that the system of selection of staff for posting abroad was changed. I introduced the idea of selection of non-ministerial staff for posting abroad. In this way, my chums from departments like PID, ISA, DFP got selected.
• Malik Ashraf, another IG officer, was also my target as he was disloyal to me. Through my wife, Nayyar Mehmood, I instigated the staff of Radio Pakistan to file a complaint against him and ordered an inquiry. But the sharp guy once again escaped by blackmailing my activities as DG, PBC.



Grooming corrupt and incompetent people:
• I groomed inefficient and corrupt officials and officers in the Ministry and its subordinate offices. Such gang was very effective in my ladder to success.
• I setup a mechanism of secret informers in each department and corporation under my Ministry. In this way, I was able to know behind the scene activities there.
• Chaudhry Idris of PID was patronized by me. He was my share holder in disposal of a major part of secret funds available at my disposal as Secretary Information. He worked as my informer on various officers. He was provided all facilities he desired. In recognition of his services for me, he was given job on contract basis after his retirement from PID. I was also utilizing his services in my part time business of media consultancy and still he is serving me as a loyal person.
• Idris was also a link between me and another old cunning fox called Chaudhry Ehsanul Haq who served as PIO.
• I tried to persuade my Additional Secretary, Mr. Ehsan Yousaf to destroy the career of an officer by writing a negative ACR. On his reluctance, I had to get him transferred from my Ministry.
• After the exit of Ehsan Yousaf, I brought a man of my choice as Additional Secretary; a man who was Islamic minded and offered five time daily prayers but from inside was poisonous and sadist.
• As Managing Director of Shalimar Recording Company that “pious” gentleman has given me project in SRC worth millions of rupees at the expense of national exchequer. Both of us shared that money equally.
• One young member of my gang was involved in the gang-rape of a PTV artist. It was me who saved him from any inquiry or dismissal from service. In return, the gentleman supplied me more than 6 lovely chicks..
• Since my retirement from service, my friends in various government departments are reciprocating my favours to them by hiring my firm for media related projects. I do keep due share of my friends in all these projects. We religiously follow the principle “you scratch my back and I will scratch yours”. Such human relations are much above the national exchequer.



Favoritism
• I used foreign postings as a tool to bribe my stooges.
• On my orders the foreign posting tenures of Fayaz, who was serving in Jeddah, and Zahoor who was in New York, were extended. The reason was very simple, I received beautiful gifts from them.
• Waheed (Chitta) of PID, who was my informer there, was accommodated after his retirement in the Ministry of Health as DSO. Look at his personality and compare it with my favour. Does he deserve to become a BS-19 officer. But kings like me do such favours.
• It was me who sent Javed, an Assistant in my office, on foreign posting despite the fact that he could not qualify the selection test and interview.
• Another foreign posting was that of Imran Naseer, an Assistant of PID, whose father Naseer served me as PS during my tenure as PIO. I offered him the posting of his choice.
• I also gave a job to Mr. Naseer’s younger son, Yasir in the PID.
• It was me who groomed Urdu-speaking Anwar Ali a BS- 19 officer serving in the PM’s Secretariat. He always protected my interests in the PM’s Secretariat.
• I have been scared of Chaudhry Rasheed because I knew that he can exploit my Bihari background in the Punjabi-dominated bureaucracy and that is why I always offered him the postings of his choice. Frankly speaking, in Chaudhry Rasheed I see another Punjabi Anwar Mehmood, though he is not a Syed like me.
• I always promoted my gang members in the Information service; whether it was under BEST OF THE BEST formula or the new promotion policy. I managed to get my blue eyed boys (and girls) occupy pivotal positions in the Ministry.
• I used my influence for getting a handsome job for my daughter in the American Broadcasting Corporation.
• I appointed a number of persons in PBC on contract basis. One of them was Ms. Dilnasheen, a very charming lady.
• It was just because of my official position as Secretary Information that my wife Nayar Mehmood got out of turn promotions in PBC. For the purpose a number of talented officers were sacrificed. I wanted to see her elevated up to the position of DG, PBC.
• Known singer Surriya Multanikar’s son was offered job in PTV at a handsome package under my orders.
• Similarly, I accommodated the young son of my beloved Kanwal Naseer at much higher package.
• Noor Saghir Khan helped me in arranging marriage of my daughter. I reciprocated by promoting him despite the fact that he obtained 5 adverse ACRs.
• My nephew, Waqar, became director in the Ministry of IT with my efforts.

Misuse of national exchequer:
• I misused Secret Funds of the Government of Pakistan for my personal benefits. All my DSOs know this. That is why I sent all of them on foreign postings so that they remain out of country and keep their bloody mouths shut.
• During my service as Secretary Information, I started a consultancy firm. Majority of my official staff was also serving in that organization in the evening. All the media consultancy projects of Ministries of Health, Information and Broadcasting, their allied departments and corporations, as well as other government offices were given to this firm. After my retirement from service I have re-named it as “SAM & BILL” as I wanted to continue minting money in the name of consultancy.
• It was due to my personal efforts that the Ministry of I & B got huge supplementary budget for the secret funds in January 2008. I managed to use this entire supplementary budget before my departure in March.
• Mr. Paul, the manager of my consultancy firm was well known in the Ministry. During my last days in the Ministry, I gave him a contract of Rs. 30 crores from the secret funds for printing material like office calendars etc.
• During SAARC Information Ministers’ conference in 2005 me and my wife minted money in the name of preparing CDs of folk music. The material distributed was quite substandard.
• The owner of Imbaco Furniture (located near Zero Point) was my man in making money in the name of renovations of various offices and supply of furniture to the Ministries of I & B and Health. I recommended this supplier to all other related departments.
• Through an Urdu speaking supplier of Pak PWD, I managed to get a fancy chandelier (Fanoos) for my personal house.
• Knowing that the officers and staff of the Ministry and its subordinate offices were least willing to bid me farewell at the time of my departure as Secretary Information in the year 2008, I hatched a plan with the connivance of my limited number of supporters. Under this scheme, a number of farewell parties were hosted in my own honour through public money. The invitation cards for such parties did not mention any thing about me. In this way we managed to get good gatherings which provided me and my gang photo and news opportunities.
• As Secretary Health, I minted crores of rupees from the Expo Health project.
• It was through the secret funds available at my disposal that I managed to get my son educated in a costly Canadian university.
• In the name of OPF School, in H-9 sector, I minted millions of rupees from the budget of Radio Pakistan.
• As the Director General of Radio Pakistan (Pakistan Broadcasting Corporation), I committed crores of rupees’ fraud in the name of property for Radio Pakistan in Multan. In this fraud my girl friend, Kanwal Naseer’s husband was my front man.
• During my tenure as Secretary I organized a number of musical evenings at my residence in which high-ups were invited. All this was done on government expenses but projected as personal effort.
• Some of these musical and drinking parties were attended by then President of Pakistan Pervez Musharraf. Some of my neighbors were disturbed by the rush of cars around their houses. I got some of the critics fixed through Islamabad Police.
• For such musical evenings, Idris of PID used to arrange catering service of Rajput and another official of PID, Saleem, was deputed to bring official sound system from the PID Press Room.
• I made crores of rupees by launching various projects in the name of souvenirs and gifts for projection of Pakistan abroad. In this game the husband of a lady officer of Information Service (Mr. Waseem of Karachi) was my partner.
• It was me who motivated late Hafiz Abdul Khaliq to start NNI news agency during Nawaz Sharif’s first rule. I arranged millions of rupees funds from the Prime Minister’s office for grooming this news agency.
• Hafiz Abdul Khaliq was basically illiterate journalist having affiliations with Jamat e Islami. I groomed him as a national level journalist. After his death, the heads of NNI were appointed on my recommendations. That is why my pets like Ayaz Pirzada and Malik Raoof headed this news agency. Every one knows their professional capabilities.
• I not only made Ayaz Pirzada the head of NNI but within a year included his name in the media team accompanying my beloved President Pervez Musharraf during his visit to USA. In this way, Pirzada met his son living in Canada and gave valuable gifts to my son, Bilal Mehmood, who was also living there.
• I reciprocated this kindness of Ayaz Pirzada by allotting him plot in the Foundation’s scheme in Islamabad from journalists’ quota despite the fact that he already owned a plot as government officer.
• As Secretary Health I took bribes of crores of rupees from national and international pharmaceutical companies.
• A percentage was set with the newspapers owners for ABC and release of PID advertisements. That percentage was meant for Secretary Information’s account only. That is why I always used to depute Directors Advertisement and ABC persons of my confidence.
My anti-Pakistan and pro-Musharraf activities:
• It was me who maneuvered the written affidavit/ statement of an officer of Information Ministry against Chief Justice Iftikhar Chadhry. The statement became part of the reference against the former chief justice and I got appreciation by President Musharraf for my contribution.
• The officer concerned was selected for foreign posting for this statement.
• On May 12, 2007 I was the one in the Ministry of Information who initiated action for closure of AAJ TV channel. While MQM workers were firing at AAJ TV offices in Karachi I was directly in touch with both President Musharraf in Islamabad and Altaf Bhai in London. In consultation with my new GURUs I devised a plan to control private TV channels in the country. What happened afterwards was actually my brainchild duly approved by the President as well as my MQM chief.
• Ahmed Qureshi, a journalist from Kuwait and a staunch supporter of President Musharraf, was accommodated on my orders in the PTVc on handsome salary and other fringe benefits. His website, which promotes the cause of President Musharraf, was also supported by me through secret fund money.
• It was with the blessings of my latest godfather General Pervez Musharraf that I got the post of Secretary of Information. Both of us have MQM links so our families became quite closer.
• I approached Canadian government, without informing the government of Pakistan, for obtaining Canadian citizenship of my son, who was born during my posting there. Finally, we got it.

Some more things about me:
• I was born on December 15, 1946 in Saidpur village (present district Nilphamari) of East Pakistan.
• I belonged to a very poor Bihari family settled in former East Pakistan. My father was a Foreman in the Railway Department.
• I did M.A.(Economics) from University of Dhaka. I also did diploma course in Journalism from the same University. I was caught cheating in M.A. examination of Dhaka University. Due to this, I was rusticated from the University.
• I was also involved in gang raping of many Bangali girls during East Pakistan separation. I used to work with Al-Badar organization of Jamat-e-Islami.
• Because of this background, my candidature as Pakistan’s High Commissioner to Bangladesh was rejected by both the Government of Bangladesh as well as the Pakistan Foreign Office.
• A PID officer who was also Bihari knew all this. So I had to do some favours to that Bihari as well.

My dear brothers and sisters!
While confessing all these immoral activities and crimes I really feel ashamed before you. Nonetheless, a big burden on my conscious is removed now.
Please pray to God for my forgiveness and my future prosperity. Due to all these negative tactics used by me during my service career you can describe me as a Machiavelli or Chankya of the Ministry of Information and Broadcasting.

I also seek apologies from the Pakistani nation that with the help of the tax payers’ money I was able to start the business of SAM & BILL, which implies “Syed Anwar Mehmood and Bilal (my son).” Though it is a looted money but I want to use a proportion of my income for the poor people of this country so that my conscious is satisfied. I have kept the doors of my benevolence open to all as I am a true Syedzada. If you need any assistance from my benevolent fund, kindly do not hesitate to contact me.

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