I just started to date an amazing guy. Today I went on craiglists and put up an ad offering my sexual services, prostitution. I got dozens of replies and replied to all of them. One guy wanted to meet up tonight but I said no, instead I let him pay me $30 to masturbate on webcam. I feel awful, sick and disgusted with myself. I want to kill myself, I can't believe I just did this to my boyfriend. I donated the $30 to Haiti relief because I couldn't in good conscious spend it on anything. I pray to God that my donation finds its way to help those who suffered this tragedy. I feel so guilty, I don't know if I should tell my boyfriend. May God forgive me and have mercy on my sinning soul.