A Health confession
I'm so terrified of becoming a bulimic again, sometimes to the pipnt where I shake and cry.... I'm only 15. I should never have let it become a part of my life. Now it constantly looms over me. I'm afraid that i'll start my old habbit, no one ever knew, afterall. I'm too young to have to deal with this. I'm so so scared...
A Health confession
It is legal to be single, and bitter to those who wants and force the single to marry them. so stop and free the single like me, you are getting worst suitor. you should find someone else who's ready to mingle with you since you like being married. And I am staying single,at least I let you know early, so don't blame me later. This is a clear... [more]
A Health confession
I wish sometimes that I was attacked, beaten, or anything so I could point out why I have depression, afraid to be alone or even with people I don't know, and a panic disorder... then I wouldn't feel so insane
A Health confession
I wish i could've done something to help this puppy, who was not even a couple hours old when it was abandoned. i sat up all night long trying to get it to eat. i thoguht there was going to be a chance that it would survive, only to wake up at 9am, to my mom telling me that it's having problems eating. i did some reasearch online, and ran back to... [more]
A Health confession
I have an eating disorder now. Even though I eat. I barely eat. I work out all the time. It's a bummer, but at least I confused to the world.
A Health confession
I wish i was a cancer survivor. Perhaps it is the TV show, or maybe i just want the attention and sympathy, but i want cancer, i want to go bald, to struggle, and to come out on top, healthy again...weird huh?
A Health confession
Everything is fucked up and i feel like drinking. i am alone and i need something to dull my senses, to change my mind's functioning, to alter my reality. i've said before that i'd do heroin if i could and i've also said that i would never be an alcoholic. i don't think i'm anywhere close to that, but i also know that this isn't really healthy... [more]
A Health confession
I have been more promiscuous than I can believe. It scares me - hepatitis, AIDS, HPV - all of it. I sometimes can't control myself and live in constant fear that I will give something to my wife. Why am I so broken? I got tested 3 years ago and was clean. But I have played since then and can't get the courage to get screened again. I hate... [more]
A Health confession
I get to the point a can't breathe when I get left alnone or when I am in a bad situation or when someone says we need to talk. It makes me want to cry!! I can't breathe can't think and I just don't know. When someone says or does something it makes me feel stupid. I have a horrible habbit of walking into things and my sister calls me a "fucken... [more]
A Health confession
I regularly make myself vomit by shoving a toothbrush down my throat. I am occasionally overdose on laxatives. I think about food and how I don't like my body constantly.
I am not anorexic.
Or thin.
I'm overweight. So no one suspects.
Binge eater.
I look like a fat man and not a women.
6FT... [more]
A Health confession
I have depression and anxiety. I hate taking my meds because I feel like a whole different person. I lose every bit of humor and personality that I posess normally. Sometimes I wonder if I should just stop taking them all together so I can be the real me again.
A Health confession
Itll be as if she failed in being a mother &she wont have that. i know whether its comfort or my childhood, i know im messed up. i wanna, need to fix myself. for me my bf & my what if i have kids? i dont want them to be messed up as well. ugh i like my mom. i have love for her but our bond isnt like other mother daughter bonds. my sis doesnt... [more]
A Health confession
I have been trying for the past yr to stop. i feel like i am this way bc of my mom &the enviorment i was raised in. my sis hasnt had a longterm bf. i wonder if she did would she too hit him? Could it be that im too comfortable w.my bf &thats y i hit him? i never had too many friends in hs so i was so glad to graduate ¬ feel so alone at school... [more]
A Health confession
I have a bf of 5yrs. i hit him. he hasnt cheated on me that i know of. but i did yrs ago. im 19f hes 21. i cheated bc he didnt give me enough attention. We wanted to be together anyway so we fixed it. my dad always cheated on my mom. she always hit him for it everytime. i started believing it was ok as if he deserved it. then i started noticing... [more]
