Health Confessions - Page 6
Arecent CT scan revealed a swelling in my pancreatic head area. Tomorrow the doctors are to perform an endoscopic ultrasound. Everything I've looked up so far about swollen pancreas looks scary and bad. My family is completely unaware. I am so stressed out
I've been trying to kill myself for the past year now. Not with a rope or a gun. I did once with pills, but I didn't have enough. But since other ways are so messy and obvious. I just don't eat anymore. I cut, but never deep enough. It is comforting to know that if I did hit a vein, I wouldn't care. This confession sounds very whiny, like I want... [more]
I stopped taking my blood pressure medication.
I hate my boobs and wish I didn't have any I don't feel comfortable with then being there I have even thought of cutting them of at times because of how upset and ugly they make me feel I want them gone completely I'm not old enough to purchase a binder but I can't wait any longer to get rid of them I hate myself
I have Seasonal Affective Disorder [winter depression] and I'm scared to seek help. I haven't had any suicidal thoughts[i think] but I do think about death alot during the winter months, and I have tried to find a way to go into a coma, just until it was all over.[I guess that does count as suicidal] I don't know who to trust, because those who I... [more]
I end all of my relationships in fear someone will know how sick I really am.
I dropped out of college because I didn't feel skinny enough to expose myself around campus.
I spend 90% of the day thinking about how much I hate myself, and how badly I'd like to kill myself with the only thing holding me back being fear of the unknown.
I know that people say bargaining witg you is heedless, but I truly believe in karama, so please just let me appeal to you. I know I'm not perfect but I try my very hardest everyday to be the beat I can be and help others to the best of my ability. Tonight was a stupid mistake that will never happen again. Please I'm begging you... [more]
About 2 years ago when the gal of my dreams aand I got married she started feeding me more each day and if she's pregnant she makes me stuff my face when I met her I was 19 and weighed about 211 and now I am 26 and I weigh 549 someone help me!!!!!!!!
I have inverted nipples and ive never even told anyone except my mom and i wont even take my shirt off in front of my bf so does anyone know what i can do to get over being so embarassed or how i could tell my bf
Alright, so before you read this, there's something you need to know:
If there were ANY other options at this point, and I mean ANY, then I wouldn't do this. I've realized how...depraved and weak this path is, but there's no more choices or chances to make things right. I can't do anything else. I don't want attention, and I don't want a... [more]
I can't leave myself alone whenever I get zits. I always have to pick each one I get several times, because there's just something so irresistible about picking dry, scabby skin. Because of this, I usually make what were initially small holes into bigger more raw holes, and sometimes all that picking in one spot leaves me with a scar that takes... [more]
A few days ago I found out that I had lukemea. I'm only 15 and I'm really scared what might happen.
I ate a bunch of peach pits trying to commit suicide and then after changing my mind went to the ER and told them I didn't know peach seeds were poisonous. I made up a story about using the pits for an art project and the dr totally bought it. He was saying poison control was trying to convince him it was a suicide attempt but he said to them they... [more]
I am a full time chef at McDonalds, When know one is looking I put boogers and saliva into peoples burgers and watch them eat it...Usually I get so hot and I seek off into the toilets to masturbate. I have also but Cum, Earwax and hair in it to! So hot! I also sneak period blood into my husbands food like in pasta sauce..And he says he enjoys... [more]