Venting Confessions & Secrets
Again I'm alone on another holiday. I really hate it. I may tell people who I want to be with but don't live near that I don't mind and I enjoy it but the truth is I hate it. I'm so alone. I lie to people that know me and either say I'm visiting family or that I don't want to drive because of the holiday. If my relatives invited me I would... [more]
I want To be an actress im 20 yrs old i know i can act i know what im capable of but im afraid i put my self down alot i have gotten lead roles before and people said i did amazing and my teacher believe in me and he said this is what im made for. but i put myself down i think im never going to be good and sometimes when i read my lines i get all... [more]
I hate being poor we never have enough my family and i are being evicted and have one month to find a home im only 20 and i feel like my life is a never ending cycle of disasters i wish i can help my parents. sometimes i think about dropping out of college and selling my body to help my family as my parents get older and weaker they dont have the... [more]
I am getting so tired of people making fun of emos and goths, just because you have no perception of anything outside your little suburban lives, doesn't mean the rest of us can't see the darkness in the world!
I have begun to use the Necronomicon, plus the power of books like 777 by Aleister Crowley and other occult masterpieces of the macabre... [more]
I came to this country some 22 years ago to attend college. In these years I am seeing myself becoming paranoid and fearful of white people. Over and over again I found many of them to smile at my face and then try hurting me. My brother's wife who is white was the first one. We kept showering her with gifts and love and she kept putting us (my... [more]
I am so fucking tired of being thrown to the curb. I'm supposed to listen to everyone else when they get pissed, but if I want to complain about something, I get screamed at and told off. MY FUCKING COMPUTER NEEDS TO BE FIXED!!! I haven't mentioned it in months, and you bitch me out when I bring it up and tell me that I need to stop talking about... [more]
I'm a 15 year old girl. I FUCKING HATE GUYS. I know not every guy is a dumbass, but the ones I have in my family are fucking straight up stupid. My dad acts like a child playing his little guilt trip game, my brother is an asshole, my cousin picks on me about my breast size and says I'm built like a graham cracker (like what the hell is that... [more]
I am 15 and very underweight. I'm very happy to be skinny, I get good compliments all the time about my weight. But, around three months ago, people began to pick on me because I don't necessarily have average size breasts. I wear a 32 B bra, and even my mom says that it's too big. It's so embarrassing. I have a pixie cut, so it's not like I can... [more]
So, I fucked up pretty bad. I'm in 9th grade, and two weeks before school was out in 8th grade I got caught with 3 grams of pot in my bag. I'm in Florida Virtual School now, and I hate it. I'm tired of people telling me "suck it up, it'll be over soon." it wont. Recently I had a small breakdown, and decided that in order for me to be happy I'd... [more]
I really don't understand it, I hate that this seems to be the case but there's no way around it, I can't deny the truth just because it seems rude... I would really love to know a real reason why black women are so often incredibly rude, mean people? I've known MANY black women who were awesome people and many more who I've had no problem with... [more]
I despise fake people. Why can't you just be who you are. Don't sugar coat shit and then talk shit.
I want to go to prison on purpose. I want to commit a crime thats not violent and get 1-2 years. Im transgendered. Early stages. Id like to become another inmate's prison wife. Id be obedient and do as he says. Id be his property or maybe even property of many. Id love the life of being stuck in a situation whether I liked it or not. I want this... [more]
I've had enough of people, they're annoying, lying and fake. Do to et me wrong I'm. to perfect nor make out to be be but what annoys me is how much we use and abuse people. Once something better comes along you get ignored and treated like crap. I'm a cynical bastard and that comes from years of experience, there is no suck thing as loyalty or... [more]
I've lost my home because I trusted roommates who let me down and stole from me. I lost my job because people who don't deserve management positions go on power trips and do things out of spite and jealousy. I realize I have no real friends because during this rough time, I reach out to friends and family for help. Nobody stepped up to the... [more]