Venting Confessions & Secrets
It's been about 2 years since I broke up with my ex, and 2.5 years since I was cheated on....Yea, it took me half a year to finally break up with her even though she cheated on me. But yea, over the past 2 years, it's been rough but I did get over her. Ever since then I've just been taking care of myself and looking for the right major for myself... [more]
People told my friend their scared of me and I don't get it. Please help me understand. I'm really quiet in school, like seriously quiet, I try to talk more, but I don't have anything in common with most of my classmates. And I am kinda secretive,but I'll tell them if they ask me, but no one ever asks me questions, so I don't answer them the... [more]
I have a hard life. Very hard. And I try not to complain because it is what I was dealt and that's okay. I have a disabled kid, and the dad left because he can't handle it/doesn't send any support. (there's more but I won't stretch this that long) I struggle to stay happy with my life, because it's my decision to be happy and I hate the poor me... [more]
I just feel so depressed and that I never do anything right. Sometimes I feel like a lonely failure, but I don't know why. I just don't know where my place is in the world. Sometimes I feel as if I'm on the verge to pass away, as if its just my time, but I don't want to go yet. I feel as if there's another purpose in this world for me but I have... [more]
I suffer from an undiagnosed eating disorder but my mom thinks I should be a nutritionist because I am "so healthy". She herself is very health conscious and it makes me mad that she could be so oblivious to what I am going trough. My dad is the opposite and struggles with mild food addiction and is overweight. His eating disorder is probably... [more]
Ugh life just fricking sucks right now.
I'm tired of excuses and I hate them. But lately it seems that that's all I am made of.
I'm starting to feel lonely, angry, and used by people again, and it's a bit scary, as I tend to make major mistakes or missteps during these periods. Wrong people, wrong situations, feeding a cycle of bad.
Example: Met a gorgeous, holy crap she was beautiful, woman last night at a sports bar. Smokey blue eyes, great body, high cheekboned face... [more]
My room mate is a cunt. She took $90 from me but there's no way to prove it. She is a slut & slept with some whoever fuck he was last night. She ignores our friends when there's a guy coming over later and does her laundry and cleans her room so that it looks like she actually gives a shit about her life and has her shit together when he gets... [more]
I really don't mind immagrants coming to america because, well, america was founded by immagrants. What pisses me the fuck off is when immagrants come to america from their fucked up country and act like they're still there for example. Muslims come to america still believing that they're women should be fully clothed and should always be... [more]
First i want to say that im not racist against muslims or anything but some of their customs are just fuckin weird. For one they treat they're women like shit and claim it's in the koran to do so. They also find it normal to marry girls as young as 12 and have sex with them. That's called being a pedophile u sick fuck!
Everyone knows there's... [more]
You spent most of our time together bitching about everything I do. Basic message: you don't like me. It's always about why am I in your house, I'm using you, you can't stand having me around, yet I don't pay enough attention to you... blah, blah, blah. There's something wrong with everything I do-- and don't do. Yet, any time I have tried to... [more]
For a while now i've been feeling weird, i feel like i'm missing something important, or like i'm not doing something right. for the past couple years, ever since my dead beat dad left my family has made it their mission to remind me that i need to be better then him, and no matter what i do i always never seem to do good enough. it doesn't help... [more]
For years I've wondered how in the hell I'm not proud of anything I've done. Nothing what so ever.
Friends tell me I'm amazing, that I have great talents, etc. So does some of my family. Even strangers and teachers have complimented me for some random things.
I've figured it out though...
It's my mother.
Now, I don't want to sound like I'm... [more]