s***?

i dont know waht to do i like partying and thats fine but even on a normal basisi i am a h**** person and when i drink i dont let anything stop me... i lost my viginity last moth to some random guy and a while before that i left random guys finger me in the club ... i dont know how to stop it and a feel really bad... i usdeto be kinda depressed and would cut myself.. ive thougth about doing it agian and ive also been wanting to smoke weed agian and even thought about trying sometinhg harder... I go to curch and stuff but i feel realyl hypocritical when im there and i really want to talk to one of my church friends but i dont really know what to say or how to say it and im kinda scared to say it .. but i know i need help i just dont know what to do.... i want the s** and stuff but then after i regret it.. how do i decided?

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