it hurts, i cant feel because of them both.
I lost the girl of my dreams, due to drug-use. I'm so wrapped up in blood and money that i realized that when I was with her none of that mattered. I felt a sense of being. A sense of accomplishment when all the guys would stare at her because I knew who she was comin home with.
And I won't go into why but...
She won't be coming back to my sorry ass anytime soon.
My name is AJHNSON and I live in Reno "Wannabe Sin City", Nv.