I've become my sister
A few years ago my sister fell in love with a guy who toyed with her emotions to a point she had to drop her life- work and relationships and move away. I hated her for it because I believed it to be her weakness that put her there. I never told her this- in fact I supported her through it. But I hated her and vowed o never be like her. I am ashamed to say I even looked down on her.
I started a friendship with an emotionally crippled but kind and generous man 2 years ago. I started falling for him this last year as our friendship evolved. For some odd reason he dropped out of my life 3 months ago. I dont know why. I tried to get to him, complained to all our mutual friends, in short became his love sick puppy.
Cant get him off my mind and cant stop questioning my worth. I've become my sister. She was smarter. She had a mutual relationship where love was exchanged- SHE GOT LAID!!