Im a 13 year old guy, and am like really popular. but my best friend is not as popular as me and i know she wants to go out with me and her mom totally drops hints how we'd b a cute couple but i dont find her sexualy attractive at all. and im not that kind of guy, its just i think of her like a sister and i dont know how or if i could ever tell her how i really feel because im prolly closer to her family then i am mine.
im so confused in my life right now i just wanna go back to when i was in preschool and i could do whatever i wanted to and move back to my old housee and not seem like my family is dieing as fast as they are, my gma aunt and gpa died all in 6 months and my gma and aunt were a week apart.
i already tlked to my parents about seeking help but they just say its a stage youll outgrow it or your just sad about grandma dieng and i am sad about grandma dieing but i seriously feel like im trapped and need a way out. i think about running away everyday.