i'm confused. i don't understand my own
i'm confused. i don't understand my own feelings.
the guy who took my virginity and promised me he'd never hurt me and made a promise to me that he didn't want a girlfriend or he'd be with me.. got a girlfriend the day after he took it.. hid it from me and played stupid when i found out and then when i was worried i was pregnant, he was an a****** the entire time. now, after he promised to me that he'd never stop talking to me and promised he was sorry for ever hurting me and promised he never would again.. he decides he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. and his reason is that i'm a distraction.
i still like him. i still want him.
i know it's stupid.. and i don't WANT to want him..
i dont understand why i do.