I'm really h****** myself with my writing. I write something, analyze, cringe, analyze, delete or toss in the bin. It's how all my writing goes. All of it. It makes me so mad. I hate it, I hate it. Everyone else makes it seem so easy and so not... hard! And what makes me even more mad is that half the time they don't even want to be writers or anything and they are so much better than I. I know this sounds like a pity party, but I am honestly tired of it. Sigh.