I wqant to be crossdressed,feminised and raped
I am a 24 year old male.I now want to have a s** change.
As a child I looked like a girl. Quite a few men have made passes at me. When I was 16 I was molested by a stranger. He was in his 40ies, was big, had a mustache, curly hair and thick lips. He was not particularly attractive but a part of me enjoyed it and submitted to him. I felt quite guilty about this.
But later i learned to accept it. When I was 18 I was on holiday in Goa. I met an elder german couple, who were tourist. I stayed with them for a month. They bought me sexy lingerie, wigs, clothes and makeup. The lady would dress me for her husband and he would use me like a w**** in bed in front of his wife. Ocassionally they would dress me and gift me to their friends for a night.
There is a perverse part of me now that enjoys being crossdressed and raped.I like being used by elder men.