Unrequited Love - aka H***
I'm in love with someone I can't have. I think he likes me too, but he already has a girlfriend who treats him like dirt and bosses him around like there's no tomorrow, and he knows it. I can see so clearly that he's unhappy and that he deserves so much better, but it's not my decision. He's not strong enough to leave her, but it's not my place to force him or to scheme and try to split them up. Life's a b****, ain't it?
Maybe he's scared that I don't really like him after all or that he'll end up alone if he leaves her? A "crap relationship is better than no relationship at all" sort of a thing.
I can't stand to see him like this. He needs the love and care he's giving his girlfriend returned, not her flirting and dancing with other guys in front of his face. She can see he hates it and he's told her to stop, but she still doesn't treat him well.
Hate this...and the worst thing is, I feel like I'm totally invisible even though I want to scream, "I love you! I'll treat you right!" He looks my way a lot, smiles at me, uses my name when he talks to me, but that's all. I guess I'm just another girl to him :( Oh well...nothing I can do.