Being a s***
I was mucking around with a guy a couple of years back. He f***** me like no other.
He was married, blah blah blah, but for some reason I fell in love with him. It wasn't just l*** for me, although I think that's all it was to him :(
After a year of f****** around, I eventually f***** one of his cousins because of something he said to me.
A few more months down the track, he broke it off with me. Which I suppose was good, but preferred that he didn't contact me AT ALL. Which never happened. I continued to receive messages from him and another 4-5 months, we were back at it again, only this time, we didn't have s** cos I was too hesitant about getting hurt again.
How that happened is that he text me while I was partying, and said the magic word 'PLS', lol. So I gave it to him.
6 months down the track, I find out that he was f****** around with 2 other girls. It made me wonder if that was the reason he had broke it off with me in the first place. I confronted him about it, and he denied it.
I continued to ignore him, til one day I asked if he could delete my number and never talk to me again.
A year passed by, and after ignoring him for so long, we bumped into eachother (which I couldn't help), and I text him after I left the party. He asked me to ring, which I did and we talked for a couple of hours. I asked him once again about his other 'affair/s' and he kept denying it even after I said, I didn't care cos he wasn't 'mine' as such. We almost hooked up, but I just couldn't bare to do it again.
A week later, I caught him with the actual girl he was f****** around with.
It's been what.. 6 months (give or take a couple) since then, and I ended up at a quiet drink with him. I text him as I left, but he didn't reply. The next morning he rung me, but I didn't answer.
He text me and I replied. He asked if I had a man, If we should f***, and if we were gonna have one last drink.. He was leaving. Should I? Do I have time to get in touch with him? Or do I just leave it and get over it.. again?