On the exterior, I'm a very ambitious
On the exterior, I'm a very ambitious, intelligent, dedicated 22 year-old young lady. Everyone looks up to me.
I have a dark side that I keep hidden from the world. Some of my confessions:
I have a pill addiction. I've stolen money from my boyfriend, and even pills off of my sick dad in order to feed my habit.
I had s** with a girl last summer.... even though I was f***ed up out of my mind, I enjoyed it. I fantasize about girls a lot, but not sure if I'm bi because I can never imagine myself being emotionally attached to a girl.
I steal. I used to steal a lot a few years ago, but I got caught. Thankfully, I managed to get out of trouble (with a lawyer), but I still do it sometimes.
I was a very bad bulimic when during the ages of 16-20. I lost 100lbs, and was very skinny. I've gained quite a bit of it back, and I hate myself for it everyday. Sometimes I miss my bulimia, and wish I could regain my control. I still make myself throw up sometimes.
I also used to cut myself. I have scars on my left arm.
I'm a compulsive masturbator.