I was molested when I was a kid. I

I was molested when I was a kid. I think. The first time I had s** my boyfriend asked me why I lied to him and said I was a virgin. I started remembering all kinds of things, but it was all really fuzzy and I was never sure what really happened. I have no idea who did. I was terrified of s** for a long time and even convinced myself that s** hurt too much and didn't have it for a while.
I wish I knew for sure.

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  • There are more ways to break your hymen than just sexual penetration. If you don't remember it, that is probably because it did not happen. Were you physically active? Ride a bike? Etc. You most likely broke your hymen when you were young and have no memory of that. You are fine now. Go and enjoy life.

  • ------------------> GET OVER IT MAY NOT HAPPEN TO YOU LIKE YOUR THINKING IT DID...........;-[

  • It takes time...........you will never forget but you will be stronger and will truly love......................

  • It's called memory regression. I had it too. It didn't come back until the first time a man touched me sexually again. I was twenty five.

  • molestered or raped? i was molestered. he tried to take advantage of me. he started pashing me and at 9 i had no idea really what he was doing. he started feeling me and dry humping me. he used his tongue well on my flat chest. the first time i pashed a guy after that - i feel it had no meaning. i've recently had oral for the first time. and i know there was mixed feelings between me and the guy because of it. Although it's hard to explain cause i neva told him bout my past. I wish i did. We woulda had a better relationship if i was open from the start. but trust is hard for me and i don't wanna ruin it after i've got it. however now... i've just lost it. sry u probably wasn't interested and wanted something different. but your not alone. even if we've suffered different traumas. i'm currently more happy with who i am. it's been a harder journey. it's hard to explain and info is missing everywhere. i wish i knew...

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