I kind of miss my over the top s** drive
I used to have a really strong s** drive where i would be h**** all the time almost. I would spy on my sisters friend when she was over watching her undress (i dont know why i never made a move on her since when i think back on it she now has a boyfriend that looks a little like me only dorky and uglier). I would get really turned on sometimes and after they steped away she sometimes left her panties so i could sniff them and stroke them against my d*** j********** and i would c** pretty good. I also would cyber with two girls and also would c** pretty good for that (i didnt have the oprotunity to get an actual girl i guess). I would m********* usualy twice a day sometimes as much as 5 or 6. I later on through a lot of different reasons have become very depressed and i cant get sexual pleasure from anything and im trying to m********* all the time and constantly trying to find something to turn me on but nothing turns me on. I dont know if its from being desensitized or if its just from being depressed. its really making my depression worse and im also not feeling very attracted to any girls much anymore lately.