I look at p*** and lie about it to my wife. I really like p*** for obvious reasons but by wife does not want me to look at it. We are both christians and I have generally been against p*** even though I have looked at it since I was in middle school. I dont necessarily have as much of a problem with looking at p*** anymore. I do not like lying to my wife though. Growing up my dad would look at p*** and I would walk in on him. My mom didnt know about it and having that secret in the house was really unhealthy I think. We are having a baby soon. I want to have an open honest relationship with my wife. She gets really upset when she finds out I have looked at p*** so its really hard to talk about. I look at p*** at least a few times a month but I tell her I don't look at it. I would like to stop looking at p*** since it makes my wife so upset. I REALLY dont want to keep lying to her. If anyone has ideas about how to talk to her about this and about how to stop looking at p***, please help.