S** pest

I confess to being drawn to child p*** on the internet in the past. I never had any sexual interest in kids, but watched lots of p***. I would stumble across pictures of young girls and I probably was not horrified but curious, and would click on the links. I found I became aroused to see taboo pictures and became caught in a cycle of guilt and desire to see more. This lasted a few years and people became suspicious of me, my guilt would show when the topic of paedophilia came up. I am now 'clean' for a long time but still feel dirty and guilty, I caughtyself very briefly clicking a few risky links recently which is why I am confessing now. I do not think I can forgive myself and feel damaged for letting myself click on those links for so long

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  • You were more into the taboo than the ones in the pictures. Looking at the pictures does no real harm, its the people that make them that are a problem.

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