I feel like s***, s*** & weak
My dad sometimes hates me, or something like that I don't know. He beats me. Not the till death, but he sure beats me. He once imprinted his shoe mark in my leg, never had I felt so much pain. When angry he takes his belt and starts hitting me. Maybe the physical doesn't matter that much to me, but emotionally it does. He threatned me before because i didn't closed da drawer, and said we should discipline me by beating me up. Emotionally, im a dirt bag. I feel so bad, i've been crying form over 3 hours. I'm traumatized and I don't know what to do. It hits me so hard all this threats and s***. I feel weak. I'm 15 year old and i'm the weakest person ever, and I feel like s***.