I want to do p***.
I'm a redhead and have all the libido that comes with it. I love s**, especially kinky and rough stuff. It's so hot to think that I could m********* or get done in front of a camera, that other people would pay to see it and get off. My husband is 100% behind me and my friends are either oblivious or supportive. My family doesn't know and we live so far apart that they would probably never find out. We don't have kids and don't want any. I already know what I'll say to ppl if/when they find out and disapprove and I'm prepared to be ostracized. I've already been outcast because I'm different. Losing the small amount of contact I have with my family doesn't worry me.
I own so much p*** and can't wait to be a part of it! I would never do the "pro" stuff, be with anyone I don't know well or work in an environment that allows/encourages hard drugs. And I think I have a pretty good handle on things.
I know that p*** s** isn't real s**, and I know I'll have to go through waxes and buying lube and toys and stuff. But I want this so much. I can't see myself doing anything else as a career and being happy.