Ive watched anime p*** and enjoy it. I even enjoyed the "rape" scenes (which are really common in anime p***.)
It wasn't the brutal beat girl up and violently rape her sort of thing... but more of the being more forceful then you should be and she sorts of lets you do want you want sort of thing.
I have the deepest respect for women and would never do anything to overstep my boundaries. I just feel guilty that I pleasured myself to such a thing.