I Am A S***
When I was young, I had terrible self esteem issues. I still do.
I never got any attention from guys to make me feel beautiful, I felt awful watching girls my age holding hands
and going all lovey-dovey.
It didn't help that I was the quiet/shy one in class.=(
I resorted to webcams. I never showed my face fearing someone would recognize me. So my videos are always from the neck down.
I became addicted because it made me feel wanted when those random guys instantly pulled their pants down for me and have 'fun' together.
I would do it daily, after class at night...I felt good, really good that some random person found me desirable and hot.
Then all I felt was disgust because I am a virgin.
The body that my future husband was supposed to see was already seen by men whom I dont even know their names.
I want to stop but the exhilaration and the sense of being wanted is too great to surpass. =(