Catholic=no s**

I am Catholic too but I am still human and feel the same desires. I have given in but regret it now as the relationship failed. I had gone too far to end it, hoping in vain, so I hung on for years going down a dead end road. I believe in true monogamy, not serial monogamy, but I have blown that and feel empty and alone and am not sure I will ever find love and marry.

Most people regardless of religious beliefs or not give in nowadays and most don't care.

I hope you situation ends happily however it plays out.

Despite what the Catholic Church says, I don't think God is going to burn you for all eternity just for following your natural urges. Even some Popes have given into them.

Become episcopalian. They f*** anything above room temprature.