I'm a writer, not an adventure novel writer or the diary writer, I write s** literature, I feel out byond the world when I write those things, I don't show it to anyone, but once, I showed it to a very old girlfriend of mine, but she somehow got mad and horney at the same time!! I don't know why, but it's something that I will only could express my feeling through it. Proud of it? Yes. Why? It's makes me feel better, to express my hornieness on the papers, not on realistic s**. So I feel protected if I am writing that, and it is a brilliant shot to be a famous writer,.. but just like I said, I don't sjow it to anyone.