Maybe I Am A Closet S***
I am a very conservative 18 year old girl. I do not wear clothes that show off too much of my body. I am a college student and I have a good relationship with my parents. I don't drink or do drugs, and I value my reputation. But I wonder if besides all my good girl values I may be a closet s*** because when I go to the beach and notice guys looking at my body I like it. These guys never know and I do not talk to them but when their eyes roam all over my body I secretly like it. No, I love it, and I have touched myself thinking about those boys wanting me and how it would feel to just let go an let them have me. I have even given myself o****** getting worked up about this, though afterwards I feel a little ashamed at myself. At least I have never done anything like that and never will.