I give up damn it!!!!
I think i will be single for the rest of my life.... omg i feel so s***** fight now. i met this great guy but totally messed things up. i just dont know how to be a girlfriend. i want to just give up on trying to date because i'm tired of hurting people. i always fall for guys who dont like me. the ones who like me i give a hard time. i just dont want to settle for could of should of and would of's, i want the best or at least close to the best.. uughh i hate my self right now!!!! i give up on dating s**** it!!! i'm not even ugly, maybe i need to jusr move away and start over. what is the best state to live to start an interracial relationship???