I love you, you stupid s***.

I love you, you stupid s***. It doesn't matter that you're 200 miles away. It doesn't matter that this relationship may as well be doomed. It doesn't matter that every time I get to see you, it's just not enough; it's not fair; it's myself, alone, on the verge of tears, only moments after we've said our inevitable goodbyes. I f****** love you, even if we're hardly even right for each other. And so much of this tears me up inside because I know I'd suffer so much less if I just let you go instead of clinging to the scant few days of dizzying love followed by excruciating emptiness. I'm destroying myself for this. I'm destroying myself and I can't even tell you.

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  • You now know you can love. It hurts when that love is not returned. Your next love will be better timed, just as deep, and returned to you ten fold. It is worth waiting for and you two will truly be one. After this happens you will pass this message like I have. I was you and you will be happy like me soon.

  • I had a relationship just like that. Give it some time, for me, it took 2 years...

  • Let go. Sounds like a f***** up relationship anyway.

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