I was a w****.
I was a w****. I’m happily married now, with two kids, but my husband doesn’t know what a w**** I was. I lost my virginity at 16, I met a 42 year old man online who came to my house when my mother wasn’t home and f***** the s*** out of me, I f***** my friend’s boyfriend in her bathroom, I f***** a single guy that was there as well in the same bathroom the same night, I snuck out at night to randomly hook up with old guys, I fantasized about rape and dirty old men f****** my p**** and calling me a dirty w****, My mother’s OLD boyfriend had a friend of his stay with us because he had no place to go, he’d just gotten out of jail, he was in his 50’s, one day when my mom and her boyfriend were out I was sitting on the couch with him watching TV, I laid down with my head on a pillow in his lap, he slowly moved the pillow, I knew what he was doing, it turned me on, I didn’t move. I let him take the pillow away and unzip his pants. I sucked him off in the living room, right there, were my mom and her BF could walk in at any moment. After that he took me to my room and f***** me from behind like the w**** I was. I never told anyone, thinking about it now still gets me wet. I would never cheat on my husband. I love him dearly, and he makes me happy, I’ll never tell him what a w**** I was. But I’ll go home tonight and f*** his brains out. Just writing this I had to go to the bathroom at work and finger myself until I came.