I'm the shittiest girlfriend ever! I wish I could make Brian happy. He thinks I only think of myself but in reality I do think about him. I try to do things so he doesn't get p***** off or annoyed with me. But it's not enough. Maybe I dont know how to put someone ahead of my needs. I feel like I do. Obviously I don't. There are times I just want to up and go but I can't. Then I will have to fight for custody of my daughter and I can't handle that. Why can't I make him happy!!!! Thanks for letting me vent!!!