I want it to hurt
My fiance introduced me to b.d.s.m..and now im addicted.
I want it nice and hard.
I want it to hurt.
(he's so nice and respectful outside the bedroom it only makes me want this so much more)
we have alot of the same fantasies but its been months since he was in the mood for s** of any kind, and when we do it's so...boring.
I miss his passion and aggression.
I miss him picking me up and holding me against the wall.
I miss the ball gags, and the dirty, mean things he said.
Just thinking about it makes me so h****.
I want him to hold me down and f*** my ass.
make me beg for permission to c**.