A social r*****
I confess that i am socially retarted. Ive only been in one serious relationship in my life. even though the s** is fantastic, Im spending my time chasing after someone who obviously does not want a relationship with me, but enjoys the friends with benifits package i have to offer. Im so sick of not being good enough, pretty enough or small enough. I dont know how to go out and meet other guys, and i dont want to be someones one night stand or a f*** n chuck. When in the h*** will i find someone to love me! I am capable of loving others i just want to know WHEN LORD WILL I FIND SOMEONE TO LOVE AND SPEND MY LIFE WITH!! Its not like im wanting to get married, i just want to be in love again and have it returned. God im such a loser.