Group s**

One night when I was out drinking, I blacked out and woke up in a flat with about 5 guys, two of which were doing me at the time (one at the front, one at the back). As I realised what was going on I freaked out a bit and asked where my clothes were because I wanted to get dressed. I felt disgusting at the time and it made me depressed for a while. One of the guys text me about a week later and I told him to f off, and he replied that I wasn't complaining so much when he was f****** me from behind whilst I was sucking his mates c***, and for some reason this turned me on. Now I have fantasies about being taken by men and being dominated. I watch p*** of girls getting used and abused and get off to it. I've even stripped and touched myself on webcam to complete strangers.

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  • That's pretty normal. I was molested when I was 14 and I hated the guy for it. It still makes me sick thinking about him and what he did to me, but after what he did to me I wanted it from every guy I met. I had oral s** with close to 40 guys in my teens because I couldn't stop thinking about it. I don't know why it happens that way, but I've heard that most people who go through a traumatizing sexual encounter wind up having these problems.

  • is there any way of getting rid of these feelings? i don't want to feel this way any more!

  • You should get professional help. It might be awkward at first, but it would be best if you had someone you could talk about your issues with and they could help you get over the issues. It'll be uncomfortable, but it's better than trying to do it alone. I'm sure there are even counselors who specialize in helping sexual assault victims available for you, look around.

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