Please help, I f***** up
I met a girl on facebook (Cassie) and we became very close. She told me all her secrets and I told her all of mine. Another one of my close friends (Millie), told me a really big secret and I told Cassie the secret. She promised she wouldn't tell anyone. The next day her friend (Ann) came over and went through Cassie's inboxes. She then told EVERYONE everything I had said about them. Now, I can't even have a facebook account because I get so many threats and cyber bullying. i can't stop thinking about it, everyday I cry and threw up, scream and result to self harm. Everyone on facebook is posting statuses about me, pubicly using my name and saying how much of a backstabbing b**** I am. I know, I f***** up. I shouldn't of talked about people behind their backs and I've learned my lesson. Still, what's done has been done, and I'm a nervous wreck and I even have to move schools now because otherwise the bullying will continue. I feel so guilty and lonely, I lost one of my best friends, Millie. i don't know what to do, but if you're here to tell me that I'm a backstabbing b**** or insult me, it will just make things worse. I want advice. I've deactivated my facebook. Any suggestions on how to fix things or how to live my live. I am so lonely and confused, any suggestions will help . Thanks.